Apr 29, 2005 14:28
i had a feelin somethin bad was gonna happen 2day. I dont really know how or why, but since i've been depressed and all, i kinda know when bad things are gonna happen. Kinda freaks me out.
This pic or whatever that says: and i find it kinda funny and i find it kinda sad the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had...sad to say that's true....I really dont know why....i dunno i'm kinda crushed right now. I'm in a little devilish circle that i cant get out of...i need a cigarette....
I feel really hated when i go home...I'm the kind of person who really doesnt give a fuck what goes on and what happens. If a tornado were to come say....at 5:00 or 6:00 today, i wouldn't really care or give a shit so it dont really matter what people tell me cuz i dont think i'd care when i'm in my little mood.
Rocky almost ran away yesterday...he ran down the street but of course i was in one of my little moods so i didnt really care....sad to say...What the fuck is wrong with me??? I didn't care if rocky....were to get hit...i...what's wrong??
I had a really bad dream...about....me...being....no nevermind.