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in my mind i'm still studying stones... sitting beside her, ignoring the words but basking in the sound of her voice.
and now i'm kicking tin cans in the empty parking lot of my head.
i keep trying to retrace my steps... backtrack. to see where it all went wrong... what exactly started this collosal explosion in my brain?
and i see now that i never had a chance...
and i see now that i never should have bothered...
and i see now that i never will succeed in the way i want to.
it's already over.
smithereens.
and now i'm kicking tin cans in the empty parking lot of my head.
i keep trying to retrace my steps... backtrack. to see where it all went wrong... what exactly started this collosal explosion in my brain?
and i see now that i never had a chance...
and i see now that i never should have bothered...
and i see now that i never will succeed in the way i want to.
it's already over.
smithereens.