A Woman Scorned
okay- last night i went over to see Channie (Chantel) and she told me that she met jay on friday night- she was with laura (my newfound best friend) and a couple of fuckheads (including jay and neil) at the causeway getting drunk.. they walked into the woods and it was dark so jay walked laura back to her car. they were gone for an hour and a half. hm. okay, weird.... so i talk to laura- she says he's nice, and they got lost but that's all. i told her no big deal, i don't give a fuck anymore- i just don't want her getting her heartbroken. and today i was talking to barb and rumours tell me he's been with a whole lot of girls since we've broken up and one of them might have been while we were still going out. how in the hell could i have ever fucking trusted that fucking bastard. i think i'm going to find out when his next little party is and get it busted. yep yep. i hate him with a fucking passion. it pisses me off because he's fucking celebrating- like i ever told him he couldn't drink, or smoke pot, or smoke cigarettes or anything. i never tried to fucking control him and now he's doing this acting like i wouldn't let him do it before. fuck!!! and now he's hanging out with my friends who he used to claim were 'retarded' and always told me he couldn't stand them. fuck him. i'm going to strangle him in his sleep. or sabotage his truck... or something. Never ever fuck with a woman, especially me.