why dont the words just come out

[dominatrxchick]

i've been having writers block
it's starting to get to me
i can feel things stirring inside of me
i need to get them out!!!

sometimes i think I need to step outside of myself to write about what i really feel.
feeling like its someone else thats got all this stuff going on inside of them works sometimes

i'm still looking for my true voice.
it seemed like I had found it when I met Kevin.
He seemed to make all these words flow out of me with no control

i wish i knew why that stopped.
maybe when my mind is free of all the worries and clutter
i can really concentrate on what i really want to say...