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Been pretty blah the last few days.. PMS? I hope. Not really, but at least I'd have an excuse...
This Kevin thing is getting harder by the day.
We almost called it quits...
Just dunno what to do.
If I don't get this job @ fig. i'm going to look for a job in TX. Fuck it.
Gotta do what makes ya happy sometimes....
Had someone last night tell me I don't know what I want and that shit changes.
You know what?
I am pretty sure I know exactly what I want/need right now
better than you know what I want/need right now.
So fuckin spare me.
Don't come up to me with your holy-er than thou bullshit
and think I'm gonna listen to what you have to say.
You're like um 40 without a degree
and you work in a warehouse.
You're just lucky you're fuckin a hot 35 year old
so you haven't hit your mid-life crisis yet...
I have spent the last few years really figuring myself out
Trying to figure out what I want/need
Not wasting my time believing
what everyone else tells me I want/need
Damn do I wish older really did mean wiser....
I might have learned something
from all the lessons you people
have been trying to teach me by now...
This Kevin thing is getting harder by the day.
We almost called it quits...
Just dunno what to do.
If I don't get this job @ fig. i'm going to look for a job in TX. Fuck it.
Gotta do what makes ya happy sometimes....
Had someone last night tell me I don't know what I want and that shit changes.
You know what?
I am pretty sure I know exactly what I want/need right now
better than you know what I want/need right now.
So fuckin spare me.
Don't come up to me with your holy-er than thou bullshit
and think I'm gonna listen to what you have to say.
You're like um 40 without a degree
and you work in a warehouse.
You're just lucky you're fuckin a hot 35 year old
so you haven't hit your mid-life crisis yet...
I have spent the last few years really figuring myself out
Trying to figure out what I want/need
Not wasting my time believing
what everyone else tells me I want/need
Damn do I wish older really did mean wiser....
I might have learned something
from all the lessons you people
have been trying to teach me by now...