Who Knew
an event, there is no actual event except that i found the answer to my own question of what the hell to do? I stared into a candel and found my answer. I need to rekindle my own beliefs and stick to them or really it. The answer came from the tantric dances of a flame and how they burnt the paper so easily and i found my emotions and myself as the paper dying forever unless it was blown out. The spark literally rebuilt me and now i am calm and (belief) that i should do what ever the fuck i want and if i want him i should try and take him. The balance between myself and the outside world nearly drove me to commiting suicide and i found my way. The end is never and i have my life ot find someone and that i should just do it and see what happens, but i still could use advice on what to do after the trial. Hopefully i may be able to report something soon to myself, either good or bad.
Isn't life full of shit, but all that is needed is just some spark to start you back on the right track and to give you courage to do IT.
Isn't life full of shit, but all that is needed is just some spark to start you back on the right track and to give you courage to do IT.