Adjustments
Moving twice in three months isn't something I wanted to do, but I believe I've landed where I'm supposed to be. Five days have passed, and I'm still walking in the wrong direction after work, forgetting where I'm working, what day is it? why is the money going in the wrong direction in my till?
It's a lot of adjustments. Two jobs, two houses, two totally different lives. I still feel the last few months hanging on in my head. I worry too much and have given myself insomnia. Why can't I shut off my brain for a little bit? Only thing that puts me to sleep is drinking and then I'm just sorry the next day...sometimes sorry that night.
Anyway, once this old life of mine decides to kick the bucket, I'll be ready. I envision a more productive me. I will write in every form, musically and literally. I will make real friends. I will finally find my place. I'm calling it, 2010 is the year I begin to figure things out.
Off to work...PSU today :)
Noah
It's a lot of adjustments. Two jobs, two houses, two totally different lives. I still feel the last few months hanging on in my head. I worry too much and have given myself insomnia. Why can't I shut off my brain for a little bit? Only thing that puts me to sleep is drinking and then I'm just sorry the next day...sometimes sorry that night.
Anyway, once this old life of mine decides to kick the bucket, I'll be ready. I envision a more productive me. I will write in every form, musically and literally. I will make real friends. I will finally find my place. I'm calling it, 2010 is the year I begin to figure things out.
Off to work...PSU today :)
Noah