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i am in the middle of experiencing a new and different feeling. is it peace? thats a bold thought really, i dont know if i could call it that entirely but i think that might be a small part of it.
after so long of having a cluttered and restless mind, i feel clear and understanding. its a damned shame sherrie's in bed because i want nothing more than to share this with her since shes kind of coaching me on it, it'll have to wait.
i want to go to that buddhist temple in maryland, to the stupas and peace parks. i think that will do my mind well. i think this spring, the time of year for rebirth, is critical in my education. i really do. and if that sounds lame to anyone out there at all...theeeen, dont read it. but to my people spring was the begining of it all over again and i need to somehow find a way to tap into that. find a way to re-enlighten myself into the ways that i had so long ago. those ways you develope engrain into your soul, your being is shaped that way. but i think people forget, i know i did. i want to remember, i want it back
after so long of having a cluttered and restless mind, i feel clear and understanding. its a damned shame sherrie's in bed because i want nothing more than to share this with her since shes kind of coaching me on it, it'll have to wait.
i want to go to that buddhist temple in maryland, to the stupas and peace parks. i think that will do my mind well. i think this spring, the time of year for rebirth, is critical in my education. i really do. and if that sounds lame to anyone out there at all...theeeen, dont read it. but to my people spring was the begining of it all over again and i need to somehow find a way to tap into that. find a way to re-enlighten myself into the ways that i had so long ago. those ways you develope engrain into your soul, your being is shaped that way. but i think people forget, i know i did. i want to remember, i want it back