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i just had the contents of my stomach ripped out through my throat, because i'm scared, hurt and alone. I know that I'm being emo and I don't deserve the sympathy, but I just had to get this down somewhere.
I left my husband. I'm a bitch for what I've done. All of it. I deserve what is happening to me now. i've lost my job. My best friend's a wishy washy prick who needs to make up his mind what he wants in life. The person that used to be my best friend just moved back here, but I'm not talking to him yet because it's not right just to take out my hurt on him when I'm honestly happy he's here. So I'm going to wait until i'm better...if i get better.
Love you guys. All of you. I mean it. Sorry for the emo shit.Sorry for being a recluse. You'd think I'd learn. I don't.
I left my husband. I'm a bitch for what I've done. All of it. I deserve what is happening to me now. i've lost my job. My best friend's a wishy washy prick who needs to make up his mind what he wants in life. The person that used to be my best friend just moved back here, but I'm not talking to him yet because it's not right just to take out my hurt on him when I'm honestly happy he's here. So I'm going to wait until i'm better...if i get better.
Love you guys. All of you. I mean it. Sorry for the emo shit.Sorry for being a recluse. You'd think I'd learn. I don't.