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[domefx44]

the soul is crying for the future of love.
is there such a thing?
i weep for lost love
lost before it began
your heart is weak,
do not lose yourself for love ever again.
do not change your path.
love will find you.
But when?
when again can this love begin?
when can i feel the burning of my soul?
will you feel the cold when you go?
i shall
i will sleep with shadows of your love.
dreams of the past
my heart aches and it hasnt even begun yet

when did all of this happen?
so fast, so soon?
is it real?
i feel it, i feel everything.
i havent felt this way in 5 years and there are no years ahead for us.
a tear for our love that never had the chance
a tear for the next 5 years of no emotion
a tear for the loss of love
of your love.
a tear runs down my face
of joy
of missed love
of real love

i cant believe i feel this way so fast,
is it real?
did i make it up because i want to feel.
how can someone one create heart ache
create sleepless nights because you are not here.
create tears of loss for soemthing you dont even know is real

is it simply the forbidden fruit?
now we are cast away from the garden.