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I've spent a lot of time by myself since I've left the castle. I know I was with Jason and all, but I still felt alone..*Shrugs* It just didn't feel the same. Like I still had the same emotions and all, but it wasn't the same Jason. He was unusually calm and tranquil, which is a bit not him, if you get what I mean. And I feel like we play this sad game of "Catch me when you can" b/c the only time I really get to be with him is when we're asleep. When I'm up, he's gone and when he's up, I'm gone.. It's just really different. *shrugs* I think we may be on the decline or something..*Chews lip*
But after I left the castle and all, I've actually felt a bit calmer, more relaxed. Had a chance to just be relatively normal as can be. Like I don't know, I can see it in my face and feel it in my body, I've changed in someway. I'm not really sure how or what, but I just don't feel the same. I think I'll stay here a bit longer...*nods* I think it's the air or something up here, because I haven't felt this way in years...
to someone, they know who they are..
and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
But after I left the castle and all, I've actually felt a bit calmer, more relaxed. Had a chance to just be relatively normal as can be. Like I don't know, I can see it in my face and feel it in my body, I've changed in someway. I'm not really sure how or what, but I just don't feel the same. I think I'll stay here a bit longer...*nods* I think it's the air or something up here, because I haven't felt this way in years...
to someone, they know who they are..
and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang