just way too much
*wakes up in the middle of the night shaking violently and sweat pouring down his face. looks around and sees Jason sleeping peacefully next to him. blinking slowly, he wobbles slowly to his feet and searches for his messenger bag. He grips the wall and furniture for leverage, still shaking, his eyes wide with fear. Finds his bag, gets some sleeping pills and his notebook and paper. He sits down in the corner of the room, feeling a bit safe there and starts writing, his handwriting shaky*
For once in my life, I'm actually whole heartedly terrified of someone. I've been scared, frightened and what ever else, but never terrified. *blinks slowly* I've also never had someone pull a gun on me either. I mean, shit I know I'm a fuck up and all, but damn pull a gun on me. That's sodding extreme. That's my final straw, I'm washing my hands of Gale. I can't have anything to do with because I'm scared he's do something crazier, if possible. And if I'm leaving Gale alone, Ewan goes along with that situation..*shakes head* I can't deal with this shit, I really can't. I mean, everything was normal until last night and I doubt that I'll ever lay my eyes upon Gale again and not remember that moment. I'm thankful that Jason was there to protect me. He stood up to Gale like it was nothing, and *weak smile* threw a switchblade knife real close to his head.He's the only one I've seen scare the shite out of Gale like that. But damn, *shakes head* I can't forget it.*pops 2 sleeping pills and swallows them dry* It's-it's just way too much for me..
*closes his book and slowly makes his way to his feet, throws his book on a nearby chair and slowly crawls back into bed. He snuggles himself up with Jason and lays their slowly, counting backwards from 100 until he slowly drifts off to sleep*
For once in my life, I'm actually whole heartedly terrified of someone. I've been scared, frightened and what ever else, but never terrified. *blinks slowly* I've also never had someone pull a gun on me either. I mean, shit I know I'm a fuck up and all, but damn pull a gun on me. That's sodding extreme. That's my final straw, I'm washing my hands of Gale. I can't have anything to do with because I'm scared he's do something crazier, if possible. And if I'm leaving Gale alone, Ewan goes along with that situation..*shakes head* I can't deal with this shit, I really can't. I mean, everything was normal until last night and I doubt that I'll ever lay my eyes upon Gale again and not remember that moment. I'm thankful that Jason was there to protect me. He stood up to Gale like it was nothing, and *weak smile* threw a switchblade knife real close to his head.He's the only one I've seen scare the shite out of Gale like that. But damn, *shakes head* I can't forget it.*pops 2 sleeping pills and swallows them dry* It's-it's just way too much for me..
*closes his book and slowly makes his way to his feet, throws his book on a nearby chair and slowly crawls back into bed. He snuggles himself up with Jason and lays their slowly, counting backwards from 100 until he slowly drifts off to sleep*