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Hey guys I'm back from camping. Me and Rikki Ann had a good time. It was fun but very cold and the thunder scared the poop out of me. *Not Litteraly* It was fun...but as much as I tried not to I still thought about him the whole time. So many memories...
On the way home in the car I was thinking of a list in my head and I decided to write it down...
*Winship* 8th grade* First Kiss* Chronicles of Riddick* Maroon 5* Summer* The Johnsons House* Usher* Camping* July 10* 27*May* Wyntoon* Nelly Suit* The Grudge* Christmas 2004* Slow Motion* Pool* Dice* Homecoming* October 2005* The Homecoming Bonfire* Homecoming Parade* November* Mazotti's* After the Sunset* King Arthur* NFL* Sunday Mornings* Fishing* Swimming* Burn* Macoroni & Cheese* Phone* School* Eureka High* Hugs* Rings* DodgeBall* Mickey Mouse Blanket* Harry Potter* ***Love* Hate* Lust* Tears* Joy* Hearts*Youth* Life...
They all have atleast one thing in common...they are all memories. How do I get rid of them? How can I let them go? I don't want them anymore...and they're haunting me. They bring me down everytime I think of them. They're tearing down my soul. Eating away at my heart. *God take them away* I want to be happy again. Absolute happiness. When will it come? Will it come in this lifetime? Or only in heaven? Will I make it to heaven? I wish I could go now. Get life over with. There are so many questions but no answers...