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*Sigh*
I wish I could see Jessica on days other then thursday and sunday.
.___.;
*Just..started feeling bad about this*
I'm probably gonna start feeling like I did with Jacii.
How I felt like we never got to see each other..
That would normally upset me alot.
But there's also a big difference.
Jessica doesn't act like an asshole =P
Doesn't treat me like I'm only a friend.
So, not seeing her won't get to me as much as it did with Jacii.
Yesterday was okay.
I got pissed off near the end of the meeting when I talked to Anthony about Carlos.
He hates me again =) Cause im going out with Jessica. Imagine that..
That would happen, after we start talking again.
*Shrugs*
He's being a big baby.
I'm not going to let his childish antics ruin me and Jessica.
If this is how it has to be, so be it.
I wish Jessica luck today, because she's probably going to go off on Los for how he has been, and the way he was acting toward us at the meeting.
I didnt notice until we left.
But Jessica said that the whole time he was shooting us dirty looks.
I decided to just lay low with the relationship, to prevent any fighting or anything that would upset Jessica.
I didn't mean to hurt her feelings when I walked away..
I was going the other direction from Los.
Because I noticed how he was looking at me and her. -_-;
Once again, only trying to prevent stuff from happening.
Anyway.
Aferwards Jeremy brought me home, talked to Jessica when she got online.
Had a long conversation about Los, and about us.
I'll gain her trust in me with time.
She might not ever love me like she did him.
But I'm never going to treat her like he did.
I promise that.
*sigh*
*Still feels kinda bad about never getting to see her much..AND how he acted at the meeting to avoid any conflict with Carlos* >.<
I want to see her..;_;
.______.;
I wish I could see Jessica on days other then thursday and sunday.
.___.;
*Just..started feeling bad about this*
I'm probably gonna start feeling like I did with Jacii.
How I felt like we never got to see each other..
That would normally upset me alot.
But there's also a big difference.
Jessica doesn't act like an asshole =P
Doesn't treat me like I'm only a friend.
So, not seeing her won't get to me as much as it did with Jacii.
Yesterday was okay.
I got pissed off near the end of the meeting when I talked to Anthony about Carlos.
He hates me again =) Cause im going out with Jessica. Imagine that..
That would happen, after we start talking again.
*Shrugs*
He's being a big baby.
I'm not going to let his childish antics ruin me and Jessica.
If this is how it has to be, so be it.
I wish Jessica luck today, because she's probably going to go off on Los for how he has been, and the way he was acting toward us at the meeting.
I didnt notice until we left.
But Jessica said that the whole time he was shooting us dirty looks.
I decided to just lay low with the relationship, to prevent any fighting or anything that would upset Jessica.
I didn't mean to hurt her feelings when I walked away..
I was going the other direction from Los.
Because I noticed how he was looking at me and her. -_-;
Once again, only trying to prevent stuff from happening.
Anyway.
Aferwards Jeremy brought me home, talked to Jessica when she got online.
Had a long conversation about Los, and about us.
I'll gain her trust in me with time.
She might not ever love me like she did him.
But I'm never going to treat her like he did.
I promise that.
*sigh*
*Still feels kinda bad about never getting to see her much..AND how he acted at the meeting to avoid any conflict with Carlos* >.<
I want to see her..;_;
.______.;