why are there such bitches in this world??!?!

[dolsurf]

I can't believe it's been a month already........summer has been soo busy for me already!!! Work has been keeping me pretty busy, I really love it there..I'm loving the kids section already and we just set up the classroom today. The people that I work with are soo cool!! OMG, I'm working with Andrew....known him for 4 years, he's fricken

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Re: LOVE YOU RACH!

[dolsurf]

Thanks Rach, I knew you would understand. You know, I saw your pictures from when you went to Virgina, it looks like a really pretty place!! Anyways, I saw the picture of you and Brandon, and at first I didn't like the guy because he broke your heart, and I hate it when you're hurt. But it seems like you've worked things out and if you're happy, then I'm happy!! And am happy for ya!! =)

Yea, it's so hard to make time for friends, I really do try, but with work, training, it takes up all of my time. Then I don't even get to Jason's till like 9 at night. I didn't even see him today cause I wasn't feeling good because of the whole "friends" situation all day. I just hate it, because it feels like if Jason and I were to break up, then some of them wouldn't be there for me, and I really don't know what kind of friend would do that. I know you would be there Rach!! And so would Rosie and Elyse. It's not Jason that holds me back from seeing you guys at all, he's all for it with me hanging out with you guys, but when I've been going since 7am-8pm, I'm totally out and actually fall asleep at his house, so does he. lol So really, we don't even really hang out.

Anyways, the same goes for anyone else, I'm here if you really need me. One of my good friends boyfriend broke up with her.....didn't even see that coming. And we were suppose to hang out, but I ended up having to work, but we hung out during the weekend....with Jason, but hey, he bought us dinner! haha lol

Anyways, I'm just going on and on, but I'll call ya Rach, cause we need to catch up!

Pam, I'll always be there for you

[serenityangel26]

I apoligize if it seems like I'm being pushy about us hanging out, it's just that we are all busy so why not all hang out together as girls. With girls you can talk about things easier sometimes. Besides I made that rule before because my parents weren't going to be there and I don't like stepping on toes. We never hang out because I'm never home so this makes it so we can all hang out at least once this summer, together. If it makes you feel better, Joe is coming this weekend but because I've already made this plan I told him I won't be able to see him until Saturday and I haven't seen him in two weeks and who knows when I'll get to see him next. I'm looking forward to hanging out with the girls because I rarely do and I need this even if only two people show up... Do what you want and how you feel. Don't come because you feel guilty. :) I just thought it would be fun but if your happier not going I'll be ok with, I guess...
We'll hang out sometime maybe, peace out girl

Re: Pam, I'll always be there for you

[dolsurf]

I'm glad you said all this because I feel like I'm the one being attacked because it's not you guys that I have a problem with, it's Laura and I feel like she's always talking about me. She even goes and talks to Jason's mom behind my back saying really really mean things because Jason's mom will tell Jason and then he'll tell me and it's really hurtful, and then Laura's all nice to my face. I just don't want to be around people who are going to be like that because I hate being fake! Then it makes me feel like you guys are going in along with what she says. And what she told Jason's mom, Jason's mom totally agrees with her, and is always on my case about things and I'm really sick of it and wish they both would stay out of my life.
I usually get alone with adults very well, but his mom is a bitch...I'm sorry to say. There are so many examples, and I'll explain them at your bonfire, and yea, it'll probably be best if Jason didn't come because it's his mom and I can understand, but she makes me mad.
Anyways, my nephew's game starts at 7:15, and then I was going to go out to dinner after that. I would go to his game some other time, but I don't know if I'll be able to make it. But I want to try and make it to your bonfire because I feel that I have a lot of frustration going on and should talk to you guys about them instead of keeping it hidden because I've been feeling this way for a while.
It feels like Laura is out to get me and she's brain washing you guys too.

Re: Pam, I'll always be there for you

[serenityangel26]

If you could make it that would be great but if not I'll understand. I've only talked to Laura once so there's no way she's brain washing me. I talked to her twice actually but the second time was just about the bonfire and the wedding she's in. Just so you know :)

I'm praying for you and your family and grandmother still... God Bless