thanks Tasha. I remember over a year ago, you telling me how her passing was just gonna BAM hit me. Well it finally has, and I'm making it through the grieving process, SOBER. I'm trying so hard not to be down today. To think only postive, I know how proud she is of me as a person, her daughter, and a mother myself. But I'd give anything for just one hug. I'm supposed to go to Johns mom's today, but I sort of don't want it. I'm so jealous he has his mom. (that sound insane to you?) I wanna just spend the day with Brittney, remembering my mom. I'm glad all is well for you Tasha, my thoughts are with you today.
I'm glad you are doing it SOBER! That is the most important thing, cuz if you do it drunk or high, you will have to do it all over again when you ARE sober... TRUST ME! Thinking positive is a good thing... You have a lot to be positive about and to be thankful for. I also know what you mean about John's mom... but remember, God took your mom for a reason and his mom is here for a reason. The jealousy is normal, but it can hurt him. It's not his nor her fault that God decided to take your mom early. If it weren't for Elisa (Eric's mom), I would have nobody and I honestly don't know what I'd do without her. It's still early on for you... You will understand what I mean later on. Just keep your head up. Cuz you are right, she is very proud of you! My thoughts are with you too! < 3
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