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Totally went out tonight at 12:15 am by myself to walmart like the wicked cool kid that I am. I'm gonna be stranded this weekend without a car so anything that I thought I might need I had to run out and get. So I got the essentials... Pina Colada and Strawberry Daquari Mixes, a magazine, and a CD which coincidentally contains the one song that makes me cry. I didn't think of that when I purchased it. So I was listening to it one the way home and well I cried. I'm really tired of this whole crying thing. When does it stop I ask? When does it all stop? The crying? The heartache? The all around lonliness? I mean I'm really tired of it. I've even been on other dates or had guys ask me out and I'm either completely obliviously to it or just totally not into it, and all I do is think of "him". Well enough of me griping about my sadness which is something I said I'd never do in this because no one really wants to hear about it, but I doubt that anyone actually reads this so it's more or less for me to vent tonight/this morning.
Cassie
Cassie