It's time for some change...
I don't like being sad. I told myself after that "2-year depression" of mine, I would try to be as happy as I can be. I try to be as strong as I can. For some reason, I believe that I showed that earlier this day when I got my course card for accounting. NO TEARS. I've already repeated the subject. During the first term, I got a 1.0. Now, I got a 1.5 or 80.31. I just needed 2.++ to get an 82.5 or 83%. After getting my englres grade (which I was really happy about), I asked Pam, my sister during high school and upto now, if she was busy and she easily knew what I was feeling that's why she called me. I LOVE YOU SIS. THANK YOU.
I don't blame sir, not even myself. Actually, I dont blame anyone for what happened to my grade. After a long time that I haven't visited the church/chapel voluntarily, I finally went there before my actbas exam. I told god, if accounting really is for me, then i'll pass. If it isn't, then okay. I even prayed the same thing when I went with my mom to Baclaran. First of all, I didn't like accounting to begin with. Some would die for that spot, to pass La Salle and take up BSA and I guess I took it for granted. Ohwell.
After looking at the different flowcharts I have, I actually felt quite relieved that I didn't waste any subject. The only thing I need to adjust is my science lec and lab. I would still have Celine as my classmate for almost every subject, hopefully.
On to happier things. I went to the global fun carnival after the course card distribution! Somehow, it didn't reach up to my expectations. Alam mo naman ako, pagdating sa mga theme park o carnival, super high expectations! They had fun rides, especially the flipper, ranger(!), flying fiesta thing and the ferris wheel. I think we made history in that ferris wheel! :)) It started like this. When we got onboard the thing, I kept on making ikot the round thing in the middle to make the thing we were riding on spin. The operator/supervisor guy saw us having fun and when we were about to go up, he suddenly spinned the thing we were riding on. The next ikot, he spinned it again. And that doesn't end there! The third ikot, two guys were now spinning the thing we were riding on. It was spinning so fast as if it was one of the most thrilling rides i've been on. :)) And the spinning continued throughout the whole ride.
We waited for a long time in the water ride. When we saw the water, we didn't continue to line up. GO FIGURE. The game booths for me were quite expensive. I saw the logic behind each and every game so it took away the magic. The rocky floor was something I didn't expect. I expected something super amazing. Something EUROPEAN (sine it is a european carnival). Ohwell. Maybe I just really have high expectations for these kinda things.
This is quite a long entry. Just wanted to share. By the way, my parents took the news better than what I expected. Or maybe that's just because the discussion opened up when we were on the car with my friend. Baka nagpipigil lang sila. :)) But when we got home, everything was fine. My mom and I were even talking about that girl in Ysabella, Lima (?) and how pathetic her role was in that show. She kept on doing dramatic scenes, she's not even good in it and she doesn't look good when she cries. Oo, may times na super mapanghusga namin nang mom ko. haha.
Now, their concern is what course im gonna shift to and how i'm gonna shift(the process). My dad's fine with it as long as I take up a business course. yay!
Where do I shift to?
I haven't cried yet which is amazing. I think i've already let it all out when Mike left. But what's more amazing is the fact that i'm fine with what happened. :)
I don't blame sir, not even myself. Actually, I dont blame anyone for what happened to my grade. After a long time that I haven't visited the church/chapel voluntarily, I finally went there before my actbas exam. I told god, if accounting really is for me, then i'll pass. If it isn't, then okay. I even prayed the same thing when I went with my mom to Baclaran. First of all, I didn't like accounting to begin with. Some would die for that spot, to pass La Salle and take up BSA and I guess I took it for granted. Ohwell.
After looking at the different flowcharts I have, I actually felt quite relieved that I didn't waste any subject. The only thing I need to adjust is my science lec and lab. I would still have Celine as my classmate for almost every subject, hopefully.
On to happier things. I went to the global fun carnival after the course card distribution! Somehow, it didn't reach up to my expectations. Alam mo naman ako, pagdating sa mga theme park o carnival, super high expectations! They had fun rides, especially the flipper, ranger(!), flying fiesta thing and the ferris wheel. I think we made history in that ferris wheel! :)) It started like this. When we got onboard the thing, I kept on making ikot the round thing in the middle to make the thing we were riding on spin. The operator/supervisor guy saw us having fun and when we were about to go up, he suddenly spinned the thing we were riding on. The next ikot, he spinned it again. And that doesn't end there! The third ikot, two guys were now spinning the thing we were riding on. It was spinning so fast as if it was one of the most thrilling rides i've been on. :)) And the spinning continued throughout the whole ride.
We waited for a long time in the water ride. When we saw the water, we didn't continue to line up. GO FIGURE. The game booths for me were quite expensive. I saw the logic behind each and every game so it took away the magic. The rocky floor was something I didn't expect. I expected something super amazing. Something EUROPEAN (sine it is a european carnival). Ohwell. Maybe I just really have high expectations for these kinda things.
This is quite a long entry. Just wanted to share. By the way, my parents took the news better than what I expected. Or maybe that's just because the discussion opened up when we were on the car with my friend. Baka nagpipigil lang sila. :)) But when we got home, everything was fine. My mom and I were even talking about that girl in Ysabella, Lima (?) and how pathetic her role was in that show. She kept on doing dramatic scenes, she's not even good in it and she doesn't look good when she cries. Oo, may times na super mapanghusga namin nang mom ko. haha.
Now, their concern is what course im gonna shift to and how i'm gonna shift(the process). My dad's fine with it as long as I take up a business course. yay!
Where do I shift to?
I haven't cried yet which is amazing. I think i've already let it all out when Mike left. But what's more amazing is the fact that i'm fine with what happened. :)