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Why do i only experience emotions only through the characters in books/stories, and never around those that truly deserve them; friends, relatives, Onyx. why can i not force myself to allow them to happen. why am i always afraid of looking/feeling stupid or silly. I have become severely self aware much to my detriment.
(side note: just finished reading 2 books. "mooncalled" "Cry Wolf" both by Patricia Briggs. each book took me less then 24 hours to read and plan on starting a third in the next day or 2).
(side note: just finished reading 2 books. "mooncalled" "Cry Wolf" both by Patricia Briggs. each book took me less then 24 hours to read and plan on starting a third in the next day or 2).