why am i here?

[dolphinfluff]

so i'm back but i don't know why.

i feel broken lately for some reason. i dunno why. it feels like i have this short circuit. i feel disappointed and i don’t know why. i feel despondent and there is no reason to feel that way. i feel alone but i know i’m not.

i want to get past this so badly. ever so badly.

maybe i'm just looking for a magic answer.