its been a while

[dolphindiver]

Hey everyone I know I havent updated in a while and I hope you guys missed my updates..well today in school went ok I'm proud of myself that I got excellent grades on my report card and people are saying I loook really different and in a good way so i guess thats something to be happy about but my day isnt really feel great right now because I just found out that someone really close to me is moving- carolann im sure you guys know by now..I'm really ganna miss her alot..ever since sixth grade she's been the one person to have my back you would say and like me for me even when i looked like a big fat black teddy bear in the sixth grade yes im sure u remember carolann and probably laughing now to when we were in seventh and still friends and you still accepted me for me and you still do now..ok what im trying to say is theres no friend like you, theres so many good people in the world and your one of them..youve always helped me feel a bit better about myself somewhat making me feel pretty and confident enough to approach people and you were always there to make me laugh ...like the time when the floor was slippery in mrs tarpley and i slipped and fell on my face and then you started laughing and tried to see if i was ok then started laughing again u may not notice but if i wasnt in pain i would laugh to..only if i didnt try to do a split..lol im so dumb..lol or the time in lunch where i was laughing really hard while eating a chocolate chip cookie and i threw it up...yes yes those were the days..and other people were grossed out by it and didnt wanna touch me but you laughed and didnt care what the other thought.. I wish you werent moving carolann because even though we've known eachother for a while i dont want it to be the end of our frienship..i guess the saying is true u dont know what u have until its gone because now im realizing what an awesome, special, caring friend im ganna lose and ill have to face the kids in highschool alone
I just wanna say thank you ( I know this is sounding cheesy but yeah its my moment so deal with it) for everything and as i said to you before if you need anything anything at all call me over the summer or anything like that ill be more than happy to do it...

I love you

remember that

p.s ill try to update more for you but not 5 times a day like u said

oh i love all u guys that read this also *muah*