Life is just... Life.
Well hello everyone... Welcome back to my life. I haven't been updating latly because honestly, not to much has happend and not to mention the absolute NO time I have to update. But here I sit, waiting for Scott to get out of class and decided to update everyone on my life.. not that anyone reads it..
Starting with work.. everything is going good. The more I bitch and complain about things there, the more things get better. People really do listen to you when you take a stand and that makes me happy. I've always just went along with everyone there because they have been there longer then me and no better. But really, they all are just as full of shit as the managment. You will never get your voice heard if you don't speak up... yup..
School is coming to an end soon. I get out on the 25th and it CANT come any sooner. There is so much pressue for what I want to be. I am seriously thinking about being a nurse. I think I would make a good nurse and it would benefit me when I get older to be something that is going to support myself and my family, if anything should happen that I can't control. But I dunno.. I feel really pressured and the more I think about it the more I realize that i'm not smart enough to be a nurse. So I dunno..
Scott and I have our moments but we are so in love! It's funny, when I think about how me and Scott got started I think about Sara. She is the only person on this earth who knows everything I went through. Shes the only one I told EVERYTHING too and helped me through a difficult decision. She helped me grow and move forward towards something so wonderful and perfect for me. I never did thank her for that... I hope she knows how much I appriciated her being there. And since I am just going on, I hope she knows how much I miss her. There's times I sit in class, or at home, and think about this past summer, the good and the BAD times, and everything we went through together. I miss that. I miss her. I miss us. And as much as I want to say its the same, it's not. Her and I can both agree on that. I just want it to be the same. I want to go with her this summer to her parents house and have a good time with her in florida. I want to spend time with her. But I doubt it will happen. I just want her to know I miss her... i hope she knows i miss her..
Speaking of missing, I miss someone else to. Rich and I hardly ever talk and when we do talk I always text him. I guess I just kind of feel like ever since our fight, we never really resolved everything and it just hasn't been the same. I dunno, I miss my big brother. Alot. I hope things go back to normal because I think about him everday. Every single day.
Paulina and I have become inseperable. She is over every wednsday and pretty much all weekend. We have so much fun together. She's a lot like me and I feel so connected to her. She's such a nice person and I am really glad I met her. I hope our friendship keeps growing like it has been. Her birthday is on April 24th and I want to get her something to show how much she means to me. Shes such a good friend.
Sara's birthday is one day later. Yay! What on earth do I get her? HELP! Sara, what do you want?
Home is broken as usual.
I guess that's all for now. I have to go make some phone calls now. Hope people leave me some loving cause you know I love hearing from everyone!
Bye's.
Starting with work.. everything is going good. The more I bitch and complain about things there, the more things get better. People really do listen to you when you take a stand and that makes me happy. I've always just went along with everyone there because they have been there longer then me and no better. But really, they all are just as full of shit as the managment. You will never get your voice heard if you don't speak up... yup..
School is coming to an end soon. I get out on the 25th and it CANT come any sooner. There is so much pressue for what I want to be. I am seriously thinking about being a nurse. I think I would make a good nurse and it would benefit me when I get older to be something that is going to support myself and my family, if anything should happen that I can't control. But I dunno.. I feel really pressured and the more I think about it the more I realize that i'm not smart enough to be a nurse. So I dunno..
Scott and I have our moments but we are so in love! It's funny, when I think about how me and Scott got started I think about Sara. She is the only person on this earth who knows everything I went through. Shes the only one I told EVERYTHING too and helped me through a difficult decision. She helped me grow and move forward towards something so wonderful and perfect for me. I never did thank her for that... I hope she knows how much I appriciated her being there. And since I am just going on, I hope she knows how much I miss her. There's times I sit in class, or at home, and think about this past summer, the good and the BAD times, and everything we went through together. I miss that. I miss her. I miss us. And as much as I want to say its the same, it's not. Her and I can both agree on that. I just want it to be the same. I want to go with her this summer to her parents house and have a good time with her in florida. I want to spend time with her. But I doubt it will happen. I just want her to know I miss her... i hope she knows i miss her..
Speaking of missing, I miss someone else to. Rich and I hardly ever talk and when we do talk I always text him. I guess I just kind of feel like ever since our fight, we never really resolved everything and it just hasn't been the same. I dunno, I miss my big brother. Alot. I hope things go back to normal because I think about him everday. Every single day.
Paulina and I have become inseperable. She is over every wednsday and pretty much all weekend. We have so much fun together. She's a lot like me and I feel so connected to her. She's such a nice person and I am really glad I met her. I hope our friendship keeps growing like it has been. Her birthday is on April 24th and I want to get her something to show how much she means to me. Shes such a good friend.
Sara's birthday is one day later. Yay! What on earth do I get her? HELP! Sara, what do you want?
Home is broken as usual.
I guess that's all for now. I have to go make some phone calls now. Hope people leave me some loving cause you know I love hearing from everyone!
Bye's.