May 04, 2006 13:02
well you know when bd and me broke up a month ago i went fucking wild and i do regret things that i have done. now we have spent everyday together for the past 2 weeks. yeah things were really bad and i am trying to get over all that bullshit. f i didnt have him i dont know what i would do. having someone that is there for u know matter what. even if i did do things that he didnt approve of i am so thankful to have him in my life even if we are just friends. you know i dont know if we will ever be together again but if i just have him as a friends i am happy. he is my life my world. i live and breathe for him. i have changed my life around. i dont work at the KATT anymore to much drama for me. i think i might go to hosses or saddleridge. my goal to be a bartender, i am going to do it.