Feb 01, 2006 20:34
hallo! it's hard to believe that in less than a day and a half i will be in a different state, in a different country..... in a plane...
ran a bunch of errands today, very exciting day, let me tell you! oh boy.... though i was extremely productive.
it is weird to be home. i am in a weird mood: waiting, expecting, forward thinking, odd feeling of expectence.... preparation.... eh, who knows what it is... but i do know that my emotions have turned off. almost as if my body knows that i won't be able to transition in these next few days without an emotionless state of mind for these coming days. though i know it won't last for that long, and i'm going to have to deal with it eventually, but at this moment i am glad that i am without apprehension, and all those usual symptoms that i am characteristically exhibiting when i am being streached.
well, i need to get packing...
love you all!