My Child
Ch.13
Donghae's P.OV
I really don't want to tell her this but the truth has to come out. She needs to know who the father of her child is. She is in so much pain right now, its agonizing to watch her go about not knowing the truth that is hidden from her. Knowing that I've been putting up an act and pretending like nothing has happened, it fills me up with so much guilt. I exhaled deeply before saying a word.
"Delia...that day you were raped..."
Nobody's P.O.V
Inhaling and exhaling deeply with each word that was said, Donghae knew what was coming if he kept going on, he knew that Delia would never trust him again. Delia treated him like a best friend that shes known since childhood. Deep down inside he felt a mass amount of pain in his heart. As if something was squeezing the life out of it. Clutching his heart, slowly his eyes filled up with tears. He doesn't want to do it but he has to.
" It wasn't Kibum...it was me.."
With those words a tear drop slowly rolled down his left cheek. Before he didn't feel any guilt after raping her, but after knowing her he felt so much remorse. Nothing was said from Delia, both of them in utter silence. As if time stopped for five minutes.
" I waited and waited for you quietly outside. Once you came outside I drugged you. You were unconscious the whole time but I still did it. I didn't want to leave you in the school like that. So I asked Kibum to pretend he was the one that raped you, just for a little while. At first he refused, but gave in after i persuaded him. I never thought that it would turn out like this. And Yesung only said that to protect you from getting even more hurt. It's okay if you don't want me to father my own child. I understand that your angry and confused. I did wrong..."
Delia's face was in absolute discuss, the one person she trusted so much was hiding the truth from her all this time, when she longed for what really happened that day. Her lips trembling, trying her best to hold back her tears of anger and sorrow. Never in her life could she believe someone would do that to her, nonetheless Donghae of all people she cared for.
Nothing was said between the two. The dorm was pitch quiet, as if there wasn't a living soul in there. Holding her knees closely to her chest, shaking her head side to side, taking in every word he said she still can't believe what he had said to her.
"Why didn't you tell me this? Why would you do this to me? I've done nothing to you to deserve this" She replied in a shaky voice ready to burst out in a series of crying.
Donghae didn't know how to respond. All he could think of was to just say " I'm Sorry"
"Hm? You went around acting like nothing happened, fooling me into thinking that I could finally trust you, into thinking that you were a true friend I guess I was wrong.."
With that she got up from her spot in front of the door, unlocked it and walked out. For a split second they had made eye contact but nothing was said. Delia with an angered face left Donghae in the hallway with his face faced downwards to ashamed to look at her. Silently he cried while she was walking away. How much he just wanted to run to her, hug her and apologize a million times, but he couldn't do anything.
Kibum was sitting watching Delia walk out the door with her head downwards not saying a word to anyone. He knew what had happened and didn't dare to say a word to her.
All the members astonished at what just happened, they were eager to know what had gone on between the four of them. Why was she crying? Why was she so angry? So many questions ran through their heads....
Donghae's P.OV
I really don't want to tell her this but the truth has to come out. She needs to know who the father of her child is. She is in so much pain right now, its agonizing to watch her go about not knowing the truth that is hidden from her. Knowing that I've been putting up an act and pretending like nothing has happened, it fills me up with so much guilt. I exhaled deeply before saying a word.
"Delia...that day you were raped..."
Nobody's P.O.V
Inhaling and exhaling deeply with each word that was said, Donghae knew what was coming if he kept going on, he knew that Delia would never trust him again. Delia treated him like a best friend that shes known since childhood. Deep down inside he felt a mass amount of pain in his heart. As if something was squeezing the life out of it. Clutching his heart, slowly his eyes filled up with tears. He doesn't want to do it but he has to.
" It wasn't Kibum...it was me.."
With those words a tear drop slowly rolled down his left cheek. Before he didn't feel any guilt after raping her, but after knowing her he felt so much remorse. Nothing was said from Delia, both of them in utter silence. As if time stopped for five minutes.
" I waited and waited for you quietly outside. Once you came outside I drugged you. You were unconscious the whole time but I still did it. I didn't want to leave you in the school like that. So I asked Kibum to pretend he was the one that raped you, just for a little while. At first he refused, but gave in after i persuaded him. I never thought that it would turn out like this. And Yesung only said that to protect you from getting even more hurt. It's okay if you don't want me to father my own child. I understand that your angry and confused. I did wrong..."
Delia's face was in absolute discuss, the one person she trusted so much was hiding the truth from her all this time, when she longed for what really happened that day. Her lips trembling, trying her best to hold back her tears of anger and sorrow. Never in her life could she believe someone would do that to her, nonetheless Donghae of all people she cared for.
Nothing was said between the two. The dorm was pitch quiet, as if there wasn't a living soul in there. Holding her knees closely to her chest, shaking her head side to side, taking in every word he said she still can't believe what he had said to her.
"Why didn't you tell me this? Why would you do this to me? I've done nothing to you to deserve this" She replied in a shaky voice ready to burst out in a series of crying.
Donghae didn't know how to respond. All he could think of was to just say " I'm Sorry"
"Hm? You went around acting like nothing happened, fooling me into thinking that I could finally trust you, into thinking that you were a true friend I guess I was wrong.."
With that she got up from her spot in front of the door, unlocked it and walked out. For a split second they had made eye contact but nothing was said. Delia with an angered face left Donghae in the hallway with his face faced downwards to ashamed to look at her. Silently he cried while she was walking away. How much he just wanted to run to her, hug her and apologize a million times, but he couldn't do anything.
Kibum was sitting watching Delia walk out the door with her head downwards not saying a word to anyone. He knew what had happened and didn't dare to say a word to her.
All the members astonished at what just happened, they were eager to know what had gone on between the four of them. Why was she crying? Why was she so angry? So many questions ran through their heads....