Bravo , you've taken another
Jesse passed away last night of an apparant overdose
That is all I know at the moment...
I have nothing to say...
I will leave you with this...
(an old entry he wrote for me last year...)
Current music: XP8-she says (verbose remix by assemblage)
For You....
Me and my tribe of beaten cat people.Somehow I always end up finding the most wonderful and creative people and also the most beaten and bruised.At first I think I have the energy and the love within and I reach out and I love and I try but as I do so i see them slipping from me as I grow weak.scars riddle my leg,ciggarette dots on my chest and arms.hospital stay after stay haunts me.I am haunted and the ghosts I collect are only my delusions of being some sort of messiah,some fallen angel who will bring peace and contentment to all of us.But i am just a creul fool and a liar to myself and you.If i live past 25 we will see miracles.If I can touch you and hold on then the world has a loophole and in it a button of perfection.
Im sorry.
You enthrall me,your talent tears at me,and the gentle soul i see so wrapped in celephane deep in your confused hearts beats with utter compassion and goodness.We must belive in ourselves now,not the liars.....this time it means trusting that tomarrow we will be here for another day and we will love ourselves with in it because noone else can until we are that whole.
love,
Jesse