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it is a weird feeling to want to plan out when i want to cut myself. how do i get here? wanting to cut all the time, or just wanting it more when i hear of someone else doing it and reminding me of how awesome it feels to hurt myself instead of someone else hurting me. the astonishing power of a blade is breathtaking. meeting me in the bathtub, awaiting the flow of blood and water as i scar my flesh. i crave what i will endure. it is a hunger. it gives me satisfaction, bleeding.
give your blood, and i'll let you choke me.
it's a fix.
give your blood, and i'll let you choke me.
it's a fix.