The Glass Wall
It seems like every time I decide that I'll finally go and try it out, something pulls me back. I really want to be part of it- part of them without sacrificing myself in the process. Without having to change who I am and how I do things just to be part of the circle.
I have tested the waters, and it was a such a bad experience for me. In a few days, I'll have a chance to test yet again. Will I take it? If I do, I'll probably be so lost in the crowd, not knowing what to do. If I don't take it, I'll probably tell myself that I should've gone. I'm not sure if the motto "better safe than sorry" if gonna work. I'm so confused.