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[dolliedestroyed]

Through muffled screams and swollen eyes,
From lots of pills and alibis,
I always find my romance
In the emergency room.
I remind you of everything you hate,
And you remind me I'm the one to blame.
I'm fighting myself to get you out of my head,
But I'm hanging off of every word you said.
Forced heartbeat and broken mirrors,
Flaws and faults are held so dear.
My reflection makes me sick.
The pain we feel is nothing new.

Prescription drugs and photographs
Of loneliness and nervous laughs.
What you call misery through anxious eyes
Is something I can't see.
It's something I can't see.
I'm fighting myself,
To get you out of my head,
But I'm hanging off of every word you said.
I'm fighting myself
To get you out of my head,
And I'm screaming loud enough to wake the dead.
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p.s.
4 more pounds!