431 // FREAKS, GEEKS, IN MY DREAMS...
I know I haven't made a legit update in, well.... months, to be honest. Compared to last summer, I am hating this summer, although being with Phil is a definite plus of this summer.
I failed my self portrait Project 365 as of yesterday. I realized it this morning, when I grabbed my camera to prove my hair looked kinda cute all clipped back. I'm not really too upset/mad about failing it, more just annoyed. I haven't really been enjoying taking them for awhile, and have been considering just straight up quitting for a few weeks. I'm gonna try to restart on August 29th, because that day will be amazing.
My summer has really just been about the weekends, Phil, getting through the weeks, and anxiously awaiting August 29th. On that day, I'll move back to UConn and in to my single in East Campus. I intend to dye my hair rainbow that day. I will be attending Mario Party 2 that night - a rave that is sure to be epic. And two days later, I'll begin my senior year at UConn. It won't be my last year, and but it will technically be my senior year.
The past week or so was pretty shitty, because I've been sick the whole time for no apparent reason, although it might be a head cold or just stress. I keep coughing, some sneezing, sore throat in general, and a near-constant headache, sometimes to the point of most sounds hurting, but usually just a dull ache. My mom gave me DayQuil or whatever, but it didn't help, so she is gonna get me something today and hopefully it'll start going away.
It is still amazingly daunting to write everything out. So much has happened and so many things have been going through my head, yet I never seem capable of writing them.
Here's to hoping.