Robbed
You get yourself into this mess, you drag yourself out of it. You have choices. Don't listen to your heart, it kills you, makes you sick. Logical thinking.. just take a look at what is going on. I used to think there was good in this world but now everything and everyone is making me ill. I do not trust anyone. Fucking backstabbers. Words. DO or SAY anything you want. It is so easy to manipulate someone, become whoever you want to be, with words.. greed.. selfishness.. goddammit. Put your trust into something and BAM you get fucked over. One of my favourite quotes just happens to be "if something seems too good to be true, it probably is". Fucking lived by that. Watch your back. The only person you can rely on is yourself. Fuck other people, making everything seem normal when they're lying to you and living a fucking lie behind your back. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I dragged myself into this shithole and it's probably going to get a hell of a lot worse because I don't want to climb out. I could dig deeper or I could attempt to get myself together but BOTH ends are going to hurt.
But hell I'm still happier than I was before.
But hell I'm still happier than I was before.