Mar 10, 2006 10:33
A RUSH AND A PUSH AND THIS LAND IS OURS!
I almost let the fear get to me, but I watched the whole process.
I watched the tightening chord,
I watched the precise movements of a hand
and the concentration in the eyes that own those hands.
There was no waiting.
Immediate warmth, immediate acceptance,
and to think I have to keep something so gratifying a secret.
The warmth soon went to suffocating heat,
and I had to lie on the cold concrete until i could open my eyes again.
When I got home, it happened again,
and I could feel the rising burn of vomit in my throat,
but I fought it and won.
The sickness faded quickly,
and believe me when I say, YES! Its worth it,
and those of you who I know would dissaprove,
you cant even start bitching until you yourself have tried it.
I will be returning to my spot in the sun once again tonight.
But oh, don't mention love...
Adieu.
XO, Jes