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Time for an update! I had another ultrasound this morning...fun fun!
Anyway, hopefully this will help them figure out something. I am sick
of feeling like garbage everyday. I had 2 breakdowns on Saturday and
that's not good. I just was thinking about all this medical crap way
too much. But, a really good friend come over and cheered me up, he
rocks! I don't know what I would do with out him. Like I said, I
have some really great and supportive friends, and I am grateful to
have them. I sometimes feel like I am in a never ending loop of medical
bullshit... stop this ride, I want to get the fuck off!! It's so
hard to stay positive.. but I am trying. Here's positive... I am
positive I am going to have to have another surgery. Just kidding,
but, if I have to, that's just the cards I was dealt. (I want a new
deck) I will force me to take some time off and slow down alittle
bit.
Anyway, other than that, I posted some new pics on my myspace account.
A friend of mine took them for me, I just wanted some pictures taken,
something alittle different. I had fun doing it and think them came
out pretty good. I will post more pictures when I get the rest.
Well that's enough for now, back to hell, I mean work.
*hugs, humps and test results*
Anyway, hopefully this will help them figure out something. I am sick
of feeling like garbage everyday. I had 2 breakdowns on Saturday and
that's not good. I just was thinking about all this medical crap way
too much. But, a really good friend come over and cheered me up, he
rocks! I don't know what I would do with out him. Like I said, I
have some really great and supportive friends, and I am grateful to
have them. I sometimes feel like I am in a never ending loop of medical
bullshit... stop this ride, I want to get the fuck off!! It's so
hard to stay positive.. but I am trying. Here's positive... I am
positive I am going to have to have another surgery. Just kidding,
but, if I have to, that's just the cards I was dealt. (I want a new
deck) I will force me to take some time off and slow down alittle
bit.
Anyway, other than that, I posted some new pics on my myspace account.
A friend of mine took them for me, I just wanted some pictures taken,
something alittle different. I had fun doing it and think them came
out pretty good. I will post more pictures when I get the rest.
Well that's enough for now, back to hell, I mean work.
*hugs, humps and test results*