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Well, LJ just jacked up the entry I put in and I lost it...FUCK!
Anyway, I figuredI would update. I had a really shitty day at work on Friday...UGH. So I figured I would go to the gym and destress myself. I had a decent workout and bitched to my friend Rick about my day so after we were both done working out, we went out for a drink... gym clothes and all, I didnt give a shit what I looked like! I worked all weekend and Tuesday is that last day at the store. It's like losing family... I will miss everyone I work with, all the guys next door and the guys at the pizza shop. I did my share of flirting with the guys next door, most of them are unavailable but, I love to mess with them and, I think they like the attention. (my pretend boyfriends work next door)
Tuesday is Valentine's Day, time for all my men friends to up the ante if they want to go out...LOL I think it's a stupid 'holiday' anyway. My grandfather died on Valentines Day and it all just kinda sucks. I usually have a good cry every Valentine's morning... he was a great man! Valentine's Day sucks when you aren't really serious with anyone... I love romance, I love suprises and the little things. I wont be getting any of that. But, I will collect random hugs, kisses and gropes from the guys in the plaza :)
I have had alot on my mind lately... too much to type... I think I may just dedicate myself to the gym and try to figure it all out... I think and dwell on things way too much.
Well, I am off to get some stuff before bed.
*hugs, humps and affection*
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.