The past year
Well, here it is 2006... the last year wasn't all that great because of my health and my bad choices in the men area. But, I have learned alot. Let's see, I felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulders when I decided to take a break from dating and focus on my health. After being sick for 8 months, and not knowing what was wrong for about 6 of those, it gave me alot of time to focus on the things I needed to. Although I am stuck with the endometriois forever, it gave me closure as to what the hell was wrong with me. Granted I still feel like crap right now I am staying positive that things will get better. As far as the dating, 3 months off worked wonders. It made me realize I was 'settling'. Being sick made me a much stronger person thanI origianlly was (with the occasionally breakdown from dealing with all the sickness) I did date a couple really great guys... I wont mention names, and I dated alot of assclowns too... and if you read this faithfully you will know their names :) But, I am ready to start dating again and see what happens... nothing serious. I will not put up with any drama, confusion, bullshit etc. I am just going to have fun and if I am not having fun then, I will bail. I figure I have a great family and friends that I can always lean on for the support I need, I don't need a man in my life for that. I would like to have one but, it isn't a must.
Well, that's about it for now, I should be posting more pics later.
Have a great 2006!
*hugs, humps and new goals for the new year*
(thanks for the 'goals' not resolutions Vilia)