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so...i was supposed to go job hunting today but didnt because i have a flat tire. sux ass!
the most shitty thing in the world is wen ur parents disown u. well thats wat i feel like right now because the other night wen my parents and i got into an argument my dad told me that i was not allowed at the house unless they were there. so i just havnt gone back. im getting homesick and i live right here in town, not even 10 minutes from them. i miss my brothers most. i feel so alone in this town. i dont have a best friend. i have friends. i have a whole lot of friends. more friends than one person should have probably but at the same time im alone. i dont have that best friend anymore. i dont have that connection or that person that i can call at anytime and hang out with. hailie moved and stephs in ny. richards at work and emilys gettn married and stuck up jacobs butt. i talk to steph almost everyday but i still dont have her to hang out with. and i know that as soon as steven finds a gf then he's gna ditch me for her so i dont want to put anything into that relationship. damn. life sux.
i saw my grandma the other day at little caesars. i need to go see her more often. i could tell that it upset her that i havnt seen her in awhile. she looked sad wen she left. and i almost cried. i wonder wat its like to be old. to have nobody but ur spouse and wat if u cant stand ur spouse. wat r u to do? because ur kids grow up and leave then ur grandkids grow up and leave. then wat? nothing.
life sux.
autumn
the most shitty thing in the world is wen ur parents disown u. well thats wat i feel like right now because the other night wen my parents and i got into an argument my dad told me that i was not allowed at the house unless they were there. so i just havnt gone back. im getting homesick and i live right here in town, not even 10 minutes from them. i miss my brothers most. i feel so alone in this town. i dont have a best friend. i have friends. i have a whole lot of friends. more friends than one person should have probably but at the same time im alone. i dont have that best friend anymore. i dont have that connection or that person that i can call at anytime and hang out with. hailie moved and stephs in ny. richards at work and emilys gettn married and stuck up jacobs butt. i talk to steph almost everyday but i still dont have her to hang out with. and i know that as soon as steven finds a gf then he's gna ditch me for her so i dont want to put anything into that relationship. damn. life sux.
i saw my grandma the other day at little caesars. i need to go see her more often. i could tell that it upset her that i havnt seen her in awhile. she looked sad wen she left. and i almost cried. i wonder wat its like to be old. to have nobody but ur spouse and wat if u cant stand ur spouse. wat r u to do? because ur kids grow up and leave then ur grandkids grow up and leave. then wat? nothing.
life sux.
autumn