Jan 24, 2005 16:13
maxwell maxwell maxwell... first day of classes, i'm leaving the building on the 12th street side, there he is, standing outside, beautiful as ever... brown leather jacket, gray beanie, my god, it's all coming back and he was in a conversation with two other people who i didn't know... and i didn't wanna interrupt so i just kind of smiled... and he looks over and goes, "leemore!" and takes me in a hug... and kisses me on both cheeks... and ohmigod, i don't even remember it, i was so taken aback and shocked and grateful... jesus, where did that come from and PLEASE let it happen again... i'm such a mess with boys, i know i know... but ohmigod, that face, trust me... that face and that sweetness is not something you turn down.
"how was your break?"
"good."
"you went home to france... bien bien?". he laughed. "see you soon..."
"ok!"
what a way to end a wonderful day of class... jesus... i'm still reeling. especially after that. my GOD, i just can't fucking believe it. HE STOPPED A CONVERSATION WITH PEOPLE TO TALK TO ME. this from one of lang's biggest heartthrobs... if there is such a thing. which there isn't. i just make it up. ohmigod. speechless!
classes were AWESOME. i feel much more secure... i got the poetry class i wanted and now i have 18 solid credits, i'm a full glass, i'm so happy about that... with two major academic classes to show for and the rest is all for me. french and poetry... plus the writing workshop, but that's still theater stuff. and we're gonna be reading and writing and i'm so excited to inspired and to get going, you have no idea. acting was AMAZING... cecilia rubino is a professional beyond belief and just a deep and beautiful person... many cute boys... such as colombian jeff, greg from alaska who reminds me so painfully of fab moretti from the strokes... mmm mmm, doing good, doing good...