damn, i feel good
492 words of ease and confidence. that is my NYU transfer essay which i just banged out in full in less than an hour after worrying and procrastinating and feeling generally at a loss for words for weeks now. goddamit, i'm so happy it's over. it was quick and painless and now all i have to do is make a revision here and there... and we'll be golden. the greatest part though? you know how i consistently have problems with word limits? well they made it even LOWER this year... only 400-500 words... last year, it was DEFINITELY 400-600... and mine came out 491. WOW. i think it's a sign. i hope it's a sign. i'm just very proud of it. and very proud of myself for just sitting down and banging it out once and for all. thank god. WHOO! reliiiiiiief!!!! true and real relief, how often do we really get to feel that way? it's a blessing when it comes, i just feel this wave... mmm feels real good. i'm not getting overzealous, just sort of chillin' on it. i deserve it, i think, after all this time. things are good. things are good.
the interpol tickets go on sale in 12 hours and 53 minutes!!! AGGGGGH!!! i'm going with tomas. eeee. ;o) i'm so fucking excited. just beyond even ever being ecstatic... yaeli, i love you. smile. :P i'm all jittery about getting them and as usual, little miss perfectionist just wants everything to be perfect... agggh, i'm all hyped up now! this week has just been great so far... friday was dinner with the lovely miss danielle turso, who according to tomas could be my sister... and also a barrel of laughs with that one (pun intended!)... saturday was jonah's surprise 19th, it was incredible to see everyone... my radiant morgane, my brother jonah of course and sweet sweet bethany... mr. weinheimer himself and so on and so forth... AMAZING night with melinda and brett, we stayed out real late and just had an amazing time, especially me and melly outside CBGBs dancin' it up and lying to the bouncer, WHAT!!!! sunday, nunsense and eric trying to pull my breast out in front of the entire cast and partially succeeding! monday, special day with daddy... he brought me home wonderful hebrew dvds, a scarf and hat from safti and mommy dry cleaned my romeo and juliet dress, SO sweet of her... i love it. and then last night bretty and melinda came over and we watched anchorman and had multiple orgasms... I MEAN!!!!! yeah that's about right, i just love them so much... and i love my family, they're the best, god, i have so many beautiful things... i know i probably sound like i'm on crack right now but i just find it very funny how every time i go back to riverdale, i come back downtown with all these wonderful gifts and stuff... like today i went home and ma and i went to target and i came back with will ferrell's best from saturday night live on DVD, a vase, two more of my favorite mugs and daddy bought me wonderful magazines the other day with wilco and bright eyes and a baudelaire book of poems and new york photography book on sale for FIVE BUCKS. damn i'm in a really good mood, i'm dreading it's end... i'm gonna go dance now. ;o) this is ridic!!!!
love,
leems
the interpol tickets go on sale in 12 hours and 53 minutes!!! AGGGGGH!!! i'm going with tomas. eeee. ;o) i'm so fucking excited. just beyond even ever being ecstatic... yaeli, i love you. smile. :P i'm all jittery about getting them and as usual, little miss perfectionist just wants everything to be perfect... agggh, i'm all hyped up now! this week has just been great so far... friday was dinner with the lovely miss danielle turso, who according to tomas could be my sister... and also a barrel of laughs with that one (pun intended!)... saturday was jonah's surprise 19th, it was incredible to see everyone... my radiant morgane, my brother jonah of course and sweet sweet bethany... mr. weinheimer himself and so on and so forth... AMAZING night with melinda and brett, we stayed out real late and just had an amazing time, especially me and melly outside CBGBs dancin' it up and lying to the bouncer, WHAT!!!! sunday, nunsense and eric trying to pull my breast out in front of the entire cast and partially succeeding! monday, special day with daddy... he brought me home wonderful hebrew dvds, a scarf and hat from safti and mommy dry cleaned my romeo and juliet dress, SO sweet of her... i love it. and then last night bretty and melinda came over and we watched anchorman and had multiple orgasms... I MEAN!!!!! yeah that's about right, i just love them so much... and i love my family, they're the best, god, i have so many beautiful things... i know i probably sound like i'm on crack right now but i just find it very funny how every time i go back to riverdale, i come back downtown with all these wonderful gifts and stuff... like today i went home and ma and i went to target and i came back with will ferrell's best from saturday night live on DVD, a vase, two more of my favorite mugs and daddy bought me wonderful magazines the other day with wilco and bright eyes and a baudelaire book of poems and new york photography book on sale for FIVE BUCKS. damn i'm in a really good mood, i'm dreading it's end... i'm gonna go dance now. ;o) this is ridic!!!!
love,
leems