I LOVE My Friends...
I'm all cried out over Dylan, but I'm not cried out over my wonderful friends. From Amber getting me flowers and chocolates, Alesha understanding exactly what I need right now, Brandt coming to Orlando, Mike telling me what I deserve in life, Jill telling me to snap out of it, to random comments in my journal from people I've never met in real life before, but love so much regardless.
Thanks for everything, guys. I would be lost without you.
I mean, seriously. Every single time someone IMs me or text messages me, I just cry my eyes out, because this is all I ever wanted from Dylan. Affection. Understanding. A friend. I called him last night and told him I'll be his friend, and I made him promise he won't abandon me as a friend, too. He said he could never. I don't know if I believe that. Or trust that.
I might get a new journal. This one makes my head hurt. I'll add all of you, of course.
Can't wait for Brandt to get here, Amber to visit tomorrow, my new job to start tomorrow, and Alesha to move back to Orlando.
Thanks for everything, guys. I would be lost without you.
I mean, seriously. Every single time someone IMs me or text messages me, I just cry my eyes out, because this is all I ever wanted from Dylan. Affection. Understanding. A friend. I called him last night and told him I'll be his friend, and I made him promise he won't abandon me as a friend, too. He said he could never. I don't know if I believe that. Or trust that.
I might get a new journal. This one makes my head hurt. I'll add all of you, of course.
Can't wait for Brandt to get here, Amber to visit tomorrow, my new job to start tomorrow, and Alesha to move back to Orlando.