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hmm so that was interesting. in a nut shell:
josh fucked up MAJORLY. probably worse fuck up that he could have done, or close to it. but the way he handled it kind of showed me something. you need to be risking it all even looking stupid and feeling volnurable to try to be with the person you care about. the way he had the balls to find my fucking classroom and attempt to talk to me and how i still ignored and blocked him out. how he waited til class got out and i looked at him like he was a piece of shit. i had to, for me. but then how he still had the balls to show up at my house and talk to me for an hour and a half. showed me something and im glad im with someone who wouldnt let me go that easily
josh fucked up MAJORLY. probably worse fuck up that he could have done, or close to it. but the way he handled it kind of showed me something. you need to be risking it all even looking stupid and feeling volnurable to try to be with the person you care about. the way he had the balls to find my fucking classroom and attempt to talk to me and how i still ignored and blocked him out. how he waited til class got out and i looked at him like he was a piece of shit. i had to, for me. but then how he still had the balls to show up at my house and talk to me for an hour and a half. showed me something and im glad im with someone who wouldnt let me go that easily