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Everything is just so full of possibilities! I'm trying to sort out my work for this upcoming spring and summer, and every time I turn around there's a tantalizing offer waiting for me to say yes. I want them all! But even with having to pick and choose things are shaping up very nicely. That's my head, and the future plans for my body.
My heart is a fluttering mess. Things have developed over the winter here, love for friends, building of a small alternative family. More permanent, recognized space for certain occupants of my heart.
Here's the puzzle that I live in. I could stay in Guelph for more time, surrounded by the comfort of friendship and love, get a real job like anyone else, and slowly watch myself go crazy and start destroying my relationships as a reaction to ignored wander lust. Or I can walk away now while everything is at it's very best, indulge the part of myself that gets edgy when too comfortable, and have a heart full of longing , but a body and head busy with conquering space and logistics.
My heart is a fluttering mess. Things have developed over the winter here, love for friends, building of a small alternative family. More permanent, recognized space for certain occupants of my heart.
Here's the puzzle that I live in. I could stay in Guelph for more time, surrounded by the comfort of friendship and love, get a real job like anyone else, and slowly watch myself go crazy and start destroying my relationships as a reaction to ignored wander lust. Or I can walk away now while everything is at it's very best, indulge the part of myself that gets edgy when too comfortable, and have a heart full of longing , but a body and head busy with conquering space and logistics.