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I haven't posted in a long time. And I don't think anyone even reads this. So I'll just ramble on for a few just for my own sake of 'letting things out'. These past couple of, months or maybe even more then that have been ridiculous. I've gone from a high point to low point and back again. I think I lost touch of who I was for a while and I'm finnaly starting to get to know myself again. I think working at a cosmetics department fucked me up. And fucked my self esteem up even more. I never got such ridicule for how I dressed or the way I looked or how I put on my fucking makeup or how I did my fucking hair until I worked at Macy's. I got less shit in highschool. I'm finnaly trying to start' not giving a fuck' and wearing what I want without thinking about what others will think of me, that's been my problem for so long and I'm trying to let that go. I've met some people who changed my life, I've met some people who led me to heartbreak. Eh, ... If I find one more fuckin guy who says ' blah blah I'm still in love with some fucking dumb bitch who fucked me over" I'm going to...do something..that will cause some sort of destruction. I don;t feel like typing anymore.
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