Ficlet : Untitled (Various Pairing)
2.) Iker Casillas/Cesc Fabregas
Maybe this is the most stupid thing Cesc has ever done in his entire life. He flies from London in the middle of winter and now he’s standing right in front of his house. He sighs and his mind keeps remind him that all of this is such a bad idea. But his heart keeps telling him this is the time to speak up. He knock on the door anyway, and smiles like fool, his heart’s beating fast. When it opens, the one who meets his eyes, it’s Sara. Cesc’s smile fade away.
“Cesc? Hi”, she seems surprised.
“Looking for Iker no? Come on in it’s cold outside”, she smiles wholeheartedly.
Somehow, slowly Cesc dies inside.
Then he approaches the door, Cesc can tell. Iker looks at him, eyes meet his. He can see Iker’s shoulders slightly fall. He can see hurt in his eyes. But can he see the heart that has been scattered to pieces inside of Cesc?
Cesc bites his lips to keep him from trembling.
“Erm I think I’ll just go, I’ll go find Sese, I’m sorry I don’t mean to bother you guys”, Cesc smiles a little so it hurts.
Sara looks at Iker and says “No, we’re not doing anything in particular though”, she chuckles, Iker keeps in silence, keeps his eyes on Cesc. He barely moves.
“It’s ok, really, I’m just going to ask Iker to join me and Sese you know just drink, but it’s alright, really I’ll just go”
Cesc says goodbye and turns his way. He keeps walking and doesn’t look back.
3.) Cesc Fabregas/Gerard Piqué
They swing all the way in downtown. They keep giggling and laughing. Cesc wipes his tiny tears off his eyes while Geri’s still talking animatedly about the old man in the goddamn florist. Cesc holds his hand on his stomach, he just cannot stop laughing. Geri’s face however turns red and he start to hiccup.
“Ooohh I need to throw up”, Geri walks limp towards the bushes and vomits.
“You’re disgusting”, Cesc chuckles.
Geri crosses the road then he’s just stop and looks back at Cesc who is standing still in the other side of the road.
“What?”, Geri furrows his brow.
Cesc laughs bitterly and seconds later he starts to cry. He looks at Geri, his eyes burns. His lips tremble. Then he looks down and tries to wipe the tears.
“Cesc?”, Geri doesn’t move either from his path though his eyes start to blink in concern.
“Do you remember our first summer in Ibiza when we were 15?”, Cesc speaks while his voice is cracking a bit.
“The first time on the beach when you say that we will be friends forever”
“Then again you kissed me for the very first time”
“I was so in love with you. Do you remember?”
“Even now I’m still loving you”
Cesc sniffs as the tears roll down on his cheeks. His eyes fix on Geri’s.
“I don’t want to lose you” . “Please, don’t marry her”
Geri stands there in disbelief yet he cannot say a word. He tries to catch a breath but it feels so hard to inhale.
“You drank too much. Let’s get you home”
He walks away and somehow feels his heart aching.
4.) Fernando Torres/Sergio Ramos
“I’ll visit on Sunday”, Fernando can hear his best friend’s soft voice in other line. He can’t hide his smile and ignore the weird sensation inside his stomach.
“I can pick you up”, Fernando bites his lips, afraid if he sounds too eager.
“Don’t worry, I can take a cab”, Sergio says.
“Fine, see you then”. They ends up the call.
Firstly thought that crosses Sergio’s mind is he misses this city. He remembers enough when he spent days and weeks away from Spanish sun. When he spent the days and weeks in the weird cold weather. When he spent the days and weeks curled under the blanket. When he spent the days and weeks with Fernando. They did it secretly yet shamelessly. They did it in past seven years. Sergio remembers those days, good times.
Sergio brings flowers and some presents. He actually doesn’t know what kind of present he should bring so he asks Sara, she knows almost everything. Sergio exhales and he can feel his hands a bit shaking by the cold air.
Fernando opens the door and Sergio cannot help himself from smiling. They hug. Sergio can smell his scent and realizes how much he misses this, too much perhaps. He slightly kisses the crook of Fernando’s neck and it makes Fernando shiver, down to his spine. They pull away. Sergio can see the freckled face blush a little.
Sergio gives the presents to Fernando then he finds Olalla walks towards him. She’s so beautiful as always Sergio thought. She holds the baby safely and warm in her arms. Sergio’s heart starts to beat faster. Olalla smiles and pulls out small hat that covers her baby’s head so Sergio can see him better. He’s so small and fragile, Sergio thinks. His hands are so small and soft. Sergio touches his cheek. It’s pink, soft, and freckled. Yes, he has freckles, not as much as his father but he has freckles, somehow it makes Sergio’s smile widen.
“He’s so beautiful”, Sergio keeps his eyes on Leo, still adoring his beauty.
“He’s really beautiful”, Olalla answers.
Sergio watches Leo breathing, inhale and exhale. He watches his small lips curve and sometimes his small tongue stick out in a cutest way Sergio’s ever imagined. He’s a miracle. The precious one, Sergio thinks. He kisses his cheeks and nose as Leo squirms a little and yawns, then again back to his sleeping beauty. Sergio laughs. He continues to kiss his small fingers. He cannot stop adoring this beautiful baby.
He can feel Fernando’s hand on his back. Rubbing up and down in very domestic way. Sergio keeps looking at Leo, he asks to himself will Leo know everything about him? Will he know about him and his father? will he be betrayed like his sister and his mother? Will he?
Sergio shuts his eyes, his heart ache for some reasons. He kisses Leo’s forehead and whispers in his ear, “I love you, I promise”
His gaze backs on Fernando who is still standing right beside him. Sergio looks into his eyes, searching for some answers or maybe some explanations. He only finds that sparkle, the sparkle he always found when his eyes met Fernando’s, the sparkle that for all this time he called love, it never changed yet never going anywhere . Sergio flails. He will stop all of this, all the sparkles between them. He has to stop this. He promises.