Motivated?
Not at all motivated. I have hit the "Senior Wall" I suppose it's because we just got off of winter break, and we had a snowday, and a delay. I just don't want to do school shit anymore. Sick of it. Again, midterms are coming up, but of ocurse the teachers didn't plan well, and they are rushing, rushing to get like 4 more chapeters into us. Wonderful! I hate you!
The only thing I'm really happy with right now is swimming. So busy and tired and sore, and we have a meet coming up. Crazy, but fun.
Friends are tough. I feel like I never see them anymore..or anyone really. I'm always busy. Strange when you don't feel like you belong any certain place. I guess that's called high school, right?
Today is just so gloomy. reh.
I have so much work to do for english...but not until we finish a play...together! RAH. Yeah fuck you 5-7 page research paper on fucking Paradise Lost and Othello. I hate you!
I want to not care, but I can't. Otherwise I will fail, and not get into college, and then become a waste of space. So maybe I should get off LJ and do my homework. eh.
The only thing I'm really happy with right now is swimming. So busy and tired and sore, and we have a meet coming up. Crazy, but fun.
Friends are tough. I feel like I never see them anymore..or anyone really. I'm always busy. Strange when you don't feel like you belong any certain place. I guess that's called high school, right?
Today is just so gloomy. reh.
I have so much work to do for english...but not until we finish a play...together! RAH. Yeah fuck you 5-7 page research paper on fucking Paradise Lost and Othello. I hate you!
I want to not care, but I can't. Otherwise I will fail, and not get into college, and then become a waste of space. So maybe I should get off LJ and do my homework. eh.