Staring down destiny

Jul 25, 2009 21:22

I don't even know what to do right now.

I have a stack of 4x6 notecards about 5 inches high, tiny writing from top to bottom on each, so that's like 300ish flashcards, maybe 400.  I've memorized about 90% of the material on them where I can recite it backwards and forward and that list bit is such minutia that if a question is asking me about it, it will have to be so explicit it will trigger my memory.

The thought of going through those cards again actually makes me physically nauseous.  Fear makes me think I should be doing SOMETHING to prepare, but I feel like I'm ready.  Then I feel like I'm overconfident and will probably fail because maybe I should have 800 notecards instead... but just about everything we learned in the bar prep course is on those notecards.  The only stuff I didn't bother making cards for was what I was sure I knew cold.

God-forbid I fail, I don't even know what I can do differently next time.

T-minus 3 days till it starts (and 6 days until it is over).
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