never coming home....
I'm what you would call tired...no...exhausted. Yet, I'm not in bed, I'm online?...doesn't make sense. I made all As and 2 Bs on my report card, pretty good...but I might have done better if I weren't stressed all the time. This week has been a down pour of bad timing, loneliness, and hesitation. I feel like I let people down a lot, and I hate that. People keep thinking that Shadom and I will get back together, and be the happy little couple again...but...I don't think so anymore. We're friends, which is good...because well, he's a good friend to me. Single isn't bad. Single is uplifting, single is freedom, single is...sometimes lonely...but good for independance. Saturday I'm going to my sister's fall festival at her church, and tomorrow I work. Soon, I shall be the old me again, and I'll be happy...and hopeful. Which, I am now...it's just hard to show it.
<3 Julse
<3 Julse