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[dolefuljulse]

There's times when things end out of nowhere
and you are stuck in between leaving and losing
mostly I gather the strength to love again
but some, they stay in one place pacing
flowers you receive will always die
or gather dust while they sit in a brown paper sack
I have both kinds of flowers
but I never look at the ones with dust
just like you can never remember someone until they're gone
or long for their lips, their touch, their love
or hold onto their shoulders and enjoy the unfamiliar
but we as lovers must always be complicated
love, but only so much
give, but not as much as we take
it's all so messed up
full of wrongs and unreasonable rights
it's all too fast to realize when it's actually ending
and when it ends...does it ever really end?
can you actually pick yourself up and love again
because to love...do you need to give all your love?
or save some for the ones you loved before
the ones who may have disappeared from your earth, your life as you know it...
what's the point in keeping it...
if it's just there in your mind
I don't know
I'm not sure anyone truly knows, or if anyone takes the time to think of it
just like anything so deliciously enjoyable,
it has its consequences
too much chocolate, you get fat
too much wine, you throw up
too much starbucks, you go broke
but what is the point of the sweet without the bitter?
because without the bitter, the sweet would not be sweet at all
and whoever said that was right
without the end, you would never enjoy the beginning
every movie has an ending
good, bad, ugly
every love has a reason.

and these are my thoughts of the night.

Love always, Julie