Nov 12, 2004 12:48
OK was last night was a total bummer...drama..drama..drama...and uhh..yeh more drama...it just really sucked..but hey im ok right?...at least i hope i am...this section of my life is just one big nightmare and im hoping one day that ill wake up from it...but so far its not lookin 2 good....neway...brandon was begin an ass last night.....yes i said his name....he doesn't care ,so i dont care...it doenst matter thats how i feel and its my fuckin live journal..so yeah brandon was being an ass..and i dont really know why...but hey whatever...its like i thought..hey maybe hes different he seems super shibby so maybe.....just maybe hell be this awsum guy that ill adore forever..well yeh no..not even close..but hey i have no1 to blame but myself...i was warned and i ignored it...experience is the best teacher..and as far as the whole "really caring" thing goes..hey bud..id rather see a sermon then hear one any day, id rather one should walk w/ me then merely show the way, the eyes a better pupil and more willing then an ear, fine counsel is confusing but examples always clear.........so go ahead mr. badass dont hold ure tongue anymore..if it makes u feel good to talk shit to me cuz u think thats what im doing to u ..by all means go 4 if thats the type of guy u are..i cant take it..ive been through worse...