ladies and gentlemen, the pressure is on!!!
so busy lately, i rarely find a chance to write on here anymore.
i am finding life incredibly challenging lately, and doing
everything i can to stay on top of my (also very challenging)
job (+ additional contracts, which i am obligated to finish).
holy massive fuQing stresSs! i can hardly believe that i can keep
up with this - having so little free/alone time is a big part of
why i feel so anti-social right now, i feel so creative but have
hardly any time to output - and that alone drives me bonkers. but
envisioning my audio studio on the sunshine coast drives me to do
this...it's also nice to slowly pay off debts.
many of my friends seem to be offended by my anti-social state,
and take it personally when i won't go to or play at their party,
or come hang out with them, or whatever. i hate that. i'm a really
busy guy right now, don't take it personally. i miss you all.
on a positive note, my computer is partially upgraded and it's
allowed me to make progress (over the last few months) with a new
psy trip-hop track which i've been forcing my self to focus on in
my minimal spare time and my newly found/minimal cu-base/reaktor
skillset. i made it for my friend johana to rhyme/sing
over top of...i'm pretty happy with it so far and she seems to dig it.
if it works out, we my possibly write a whole album of this together.
this also drives me to keep on keeping on...
anyways, it's saturday night, and time to get some work done.
adios.
j