Goodbye
Title: Goodbye
Author: DokoDemoAruNino
Characters/Pairing: Ohmiya (broken), Juntoshi (Broken), Sakurai Sho, Aiba Masaki
Rating/Genre: ANGST! (You have been warned), R (for sexual situations and moments)
Summary: Ohno cheated on Nino with Jun.
Warning: This story does not end well for any pairing.
Disclaimer: Imagination gone wild here.
Word count: 2905
“Nino, I’m going now. I’ll see you in a week and one days right? Since you have filming and will only be back after me! All the best for your filming.” Ohno told Nino, who was still sleeping because it was really early in the morning and he need to catch his flight. He peck Nino’s cheeks lightly and rushed out the door. He was going on another trip with Jun again, this time though it was filming for Shiyagare. But it doesn’t change the fact that he will be sleeping with Jun again behind Nino’s back.
Ohno rushed out of his shared apartment with Nino to see his manager waiting for him in the car with Jun. He loaded his small baggage in the boot of the car and slides in beside Jun, immediately wrapping his arms around Jun.
“Ohno, don’t... We are still outside Nino and your apartment,” Jun said guiltily while pushing Ohno’s hands away. “Later okay? I promise.” Ohno nodded and sat quietly back on his side of the seat.
Ohno knew Jun felt very guilty for continuing this... whatever this is, strange relationship. They both cared very much for each other and the sex between them was mind blowing. But they also care about Nino and they didn’t want this to hurt him. Of course Ohno loves Nino, and of course he feels guilty about it, but he really couldn’t control himself. He couldn’t remember how it started with Jun, just that the management has been pairing them up a lot lately and they went on holidays together, and one thing let to another and it just happened. They shouldn’t have done it, they should have stop, but they didn’t, they couldn’t. They tried, but it was stronger than the both of them. And now they were both too deep in it to get out of this, this addiction they have for each other.
Both of them have been very careful about this, making sure no one found out or suspected anything. Of course the fans have been noticing how lately there’s been more Juntoshi but they always put it down to good friendship and fan service. They have yet to act anything out of the ordinary for anyone to suspect they were doing each other. Ohno is really afraid that Nino would start to suspect and find out. But so far Nino has been really busy with filming and other jobs. And Ohno always made sure he’s free when Nino is free so they can spend time together. So yes, so far, no one suspected anything yet, and if Ohno can help it, no one will ever find out about this.
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Jun threw Ohno roughly on the bed and started undressing, Ohno just laid there and admire Jun. They just arrived at the hotel and they had the rest of the day off before filming for Shiyagare tomorrow, so they were going to make the best of the day with each other. It has been awhile for them both to be together, they only usually do it together when they were out of Tokyo or the country, where the probability of getting caught is lower.
The first time was quick, passionate and wild, because it has been so long for them both. The second time, was slower and tender, entwining their fingers, pouring all the feelings they have for each other in a deep kiss. And at this moment, they both realize that they love each other. But they also knew, that Ohno loved Nino, almost 20 years of relationship doesn’t disappear that easily. Also, what Ohno had with Jun, and what he had with Nino was completely different. He tops when he is with Nino and is the dominant one, everything between them was vanilla sweet and homey. With Jun, he was the submissive one, letting Jun top, and everything between sparkle and was filled with excitement. How were they going to get themselves out of this mess.
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This was the last night for them to be together again until the next time the management pairs them up for something out of Tokyo, unless they took a trip again. But Jun didn’t want to risk it, they’ve been a lot closer lately and even if Nino hasn’t suspected anything, he had a feeling that Sho did.
He was making love to Ohno again when Ohno’s phone started to ring, it was Nino’s ringtone, he felt a kick to his stomach, guilt eating him up, so he reach over to grab Ohno’s phone for him. Unfortunately Ohno was in no state to speak to Nino right now, him being a writhing mess underneath him. Ohno also didn’t want to speak to Nino, not now, he felt too guilty and this was his last night with Jun again for awhile.
So when Jun reach over for Ohno’s phone, Ohno grabbed his hand to stop him. “Leave it! This is our last night. I’ll be seeing Nino soon, he can wait. Please continue.”
Jun bite his lips, he really felt so guilty now, but he couldn’t resist Ohno who was silently begging him with his eyes so he threw the phone that was still ringing behind his back and did Ohno rough and fast, but careful not to leave any marks. The ringing died as soon as he threw it behind him but the both of them were too distracted to notice. To distracted to know that Jun accidentally pressed answer before throwing the phone behind him. Screaming out each other’s name in pleasure and ecstasy, losing themselves, engraining it into their memory for the next time they will be together like that again. Before Jun would have to return Ohno back, before Ohno have to leave Jun yet again.
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Nino bite his lips hard, tears streaming down his face and he was shaking violently, his hands going to muffle his sobs. He was excited to find out that he was going to get home on the same day as Ohno, so he called him to tell him. The phone rang for a long time before being picked up and he was about to tell Ohno the news excitedly when he paused in shock. He could hear the beds creaking, Jun and Ohno crying out their names in pleasure and ecstasy.
Nino was shocked to the core, what was happening, how long has it been happening?! He’s never heard Ohno screaming his pleasure like that since they were teenagers and young. Thinking about it, Nino have been noticing how lately, Ohno would talk a lot about Jun and smile whenever the other texted him. Also, sometimes when Ohno would come back from whatever he did with Jun, his cloths and himself would smell too strongly of Jun.
But he didn’t think, would never have even thought that Ohno would cheat on him! He just thought since management have been pairing Jun and Ohno up a lot lately that they have become closer friends and for fuck sakes, weren’t their managers with them?! So how did this happen?!
Nino hung up and ran to the toilet, feeling really sick, he threw up and told his manager and director that he wasn’t feeling good, begging his manager to take him home now and apologizing to the director.
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They were on the way back from the airport, both of them sitting silently in the car their manager was driving, too busy paying attention on the roar to notice that Jun and Ohno were holding hands. Jun lightly stroke Ohno’s hand, savouring each touch and second they had left together.
When they got to Ohno’s apartment, the manager jump out to unload Ohno’s luggage for him. Ohno sigh silently, time to go back to Nino, he was really going to miss Jun but he was also really looking forward to be with his boyfriend again, he miss Nino a lot and was slightly worried. Ohno tried calling Nino back the other night, but Nino didn’t pick up, he even left a few voice messages. Telling Nino he loved him and misses him. Hoping to see him again soon and wished him all the best with his filming. But no response, not even a text from Nino.
Jun leaned over to give Ohno one last kiss. “Is Nino coming back tomorrow?” Jun ask quietly while stroking Ohno’s cheeks.
“Yeah.” Ohno answered back.
“Hmm, do you want to come over for dinner then? And stay the night? I’ll send you home early tomorrow.”
Ohno shook his head, he was still sore from when Jun did him and he didn’t want to have this guilty feeling in him right before he meets Nino.
“I’m sorry Jun.” Ohno murmured. Jun shook his head and smiled, he completely understood.
“It’s okay. I’ll see you at work. And there will be other times.” Jun told him.
Ohno nodded again before getting out of the car and getting his baggage that the manager took out for him. He waved goodbye to both of them before carrying the luggage up. Unaware that a set of angry and tearful eyes was watching the whole thing from the shadows.
Nino saw the whole thing with his own eyes, the kiss, Jun stroking Ohno’s cheeks, the smiles. Everything! Hot angry tears stream down his face, and he didn’t know what to do. Go back and confront Ohno? Runaway and avoid Ohno so he won’t break up with him? Nino was scared, he didn’t want to lose Ohno. He couldn’t imagine life without Ohno, Ohno was is whole world, he was serious about Ohno, he loved Ohno so much.
It pained Nino so much to find out about Ohno cheating on him. He couldn’t breath, he was hyperventilating so badly, his head hurt, his heart hurt. And Nino did the only thing he could do now, he ran away, ran from the hurt, the pain, everything.
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It was the day after Nino was suppose to be back but he wasn’t. Ohno was now seriously worried, he couldn’ t get a hold on Nino on his phone, Nino’s manager also did not know where Nino was. The manager did told Ohno that Nino threw up on set and begged to be taken home, but from what Ohno could see, Nino didn’t seem to have come home, there was no luggage in the room, no DS lying around, no coat on the hanger, not a sign of Nino.
The bell rang and he ran to open it, seeing Jun at the door, he flung himself into Jun’s arms. He called Jun cause he was so worried and didn’t know what to do, was Nino sick and out somewhere alone?
“We’ll find him okay Ohno?” Jun whispered while stroking Ohno’s head. Ohno nodded his face that was smash against Jun chest. He knew he could always count on him.
‘GET OUT MATSUMOTO!”
Ohno pushed himself off Jun’s chest and turn in surprise to see Nino glaring at them both. He looked awful. Nino’s eyes were swollen and red, he look pale and smelt of vomit.
“NINO! I was so worried! I called Jun over, we were about to go find you.” Ohno said, happy and relieved to see Nino alive, and reach his hand out to give him a hug, ignoring the state Nino was in. He really miss Nino so much.
But Nino slapped Ohno’s hand away and continue to glare at Jun who looked at him shock.
“I said get out Matsumoto.” Nino repeated.
Ohno looked confused, “Nino what’s wrong? Why are you calling Jun by his surname? Are you okay? I was so worried! You were supposed to be home yesterday!”
“Really?” Nino said sarcastically, “So worried that you were hugging Matsumoto so passionately outside OUR house. I should be the one asking what the hell is wrong with you both! How could you both do this to me!” Nino scream at them.
“What the hell is wrong Nino! If you don’t spit it out we won’t know what you are talking about!” Jun snapped angrily.
“Nino calm down! Let’s go inside, okay? You are tired and sick. I don’t know what happen at filming but it can’t be that bad for you to be angry at us both. We didn’t do anything” Ohno told Nino as calmly as possible.
“I heard it all.” Nino said quietly. “The way Jun fucked you, the way you screamed his name. The way he moaned YOUR name. And I saw it, Jun kissing you in the car.” Nino continued, angry tears streaming down his face again.
“How could you Satoshi! Am I too boring? Am I too busy for you that you have to look for Jun?! Is our love making too boring? Is it because I don’t top? Am I not good enough? Do you not love me anymore?” Nino cried in rage, pulling at his hair, the tears wouldn’t stop flowing now and he fell to the grown crying his pain. “Please don’t leave me.”
Ohno and Jun were so shock, Nino saw them. Nino HEARD them. How? It didn’t matter, they were not suppose to be caught, but they were.
Ohno flung himself at Nino and pulled him into his arms, he was crying hard too.
“No Nino! Don’t think that! I love you Nino! I love you so much! You aren’t boring! Not at all! Our love making is sweet and its home to me! I’ll never leave you Nino! Never! ” Ohno cried out to Nino, hugging the sobbing mess that was Nino tightly to his chest.
“So y..yo....you...will..lee..leaa...ve hi-m?” Nino asked between sobs.
It pained him to see Nino hurt like that, he felt so guilty. But he won’t apologies for what he did with Jun, he never will, he didn’t regret it, he won’t regret it.
Jun started to cry silently too, hearing Ohno professed his love for Nino like that, hearing how Ohno would never leave Nino, has shattered him. He knew he shouldn’t hope for Ohno to be with him solely, but somewhere in his heart, he did hope. Of course he felt bad towards Nino this whole time, but his own heart was breaking too. He turn around to walk away when he felt Ohno’s hand stopping him. He turned his tear stricken face to meet Ohno’s equally tear stricken face, begging him to not leave.
After making sure Jun won’t leave, Ohno pulled Nino’s face up to look into his eyes. “I can’t Nino. I can’t leave Jun. I love him! But I love you too! Please don’t make me choose!” Ohno begged.
Nino wailed and pushed Ohno away, curling himself into a ball, arms wrap tightly around himself. “Then...... then this...is the end...of us. I’m, sss-sorry Ohno, I caaa-n’t be in.... this.... kind of.. re..relationship.”
“NO!” Ohno shouted, lunging himself towards Nino before stopping, seeing two new shadows. Looking up, he saw Sho and Aiba looking at him and Jun with anger and pity. Sho nodded at Aiba who dash inside the apartment before coming back with some of Nino’s cloths, then picking Nino up , who was still crying, and he nodded at Sho again before carrying Nino, who turned towards Ohno for one last time.
“Goodbye... Ohchan.” Nino whispered quietly, before allowing Aiba to carry him out of this place.
“Ohno, this is enough,” Sho said to Ohno softly bending down. “You broke him Ohno, he came to us two days ago, completely shattered.” Ohno sobbed, no, this wasn’t suppose to happen, Ohno thought. How can he live without Nino in his life?! He already missing Nino so much, the comfortable gentle warmth of Nino, the playful Nino. The Nino who would nag him about fishing too much but still let him go. Nino who would go out of his way to do little things for him, like the tiny reminders because he was so forgetful. Nino who would game all day but still let him lie peacefully in his lap.
“Let him go Ohno, don’t let him suffer anymore.” Sho said, before standing up and looking Jun in the eye. “We’ll talk, but much later, don’t do anything stupid you both. Take care of Ohno, Jun. Aiba and I will take care of Nino, see you both.” Sho said softly before walking off.
Jun immediately picked Ohno up for the floor and brought him inside the apartment, setting him down on the couch. He went to the bathroom to splash some water on his face and went back out to see Ohno still sitting lifelessly on the cough. He climb in beside Ohno and wrapped his arms around him, trying to comfort Ohno and himself. They’ll get through this, Jun thought, somehow they will.
Ohno however, pushed Jun’s hands off him, turning to stare at Jun. “I can’t Jun, I’m sorry. Let’s stop this. I don’t want to hurt Nino anymore.”
Big drops of tears fell from Ohno’s eyes as he said that and Jun felt his throat tightening up. He felt his eyes getting wet too but he blinked them away.
“I’m sorry Jun, but I screwed up badly, I don’t deserve Nino, I don’t deserve you.” Ohno sobbed out.
Jun shook his head violently, “Ohno please! We’ll work it out! I promise! I’ll think of something!!” Jun begged.
Ohno shook his head, crying, “It’s over, for you and me, for me and Nino.”
A/N: Well I have always wanted to write angst! And I was introduced to a very angsty song yesterday and I couldn’t get the image of Ohno cheating On Nino with Jun out of my head. So this is what happen! Don’t hate me everyone! XD
I’ll be updating my other Ohmiya story soon! Just need to proof read it again! ^^
Author: DokoDemoAruNino
Characters/Pairing: Ohmiya (broken), Juntoshi (Broken), Sakurai Sho, Aiba Masaki
Rating/Genre: ANGST! (You have been warned), R (for sexual situations and moments)
Summary: Ohno cheated on Nino with Jun.
Warning: This story does not end well for any pairing.
Disclaimer: Imagination gone wild here.
Word count: 2905
“Nino, I’m going now. I’ll see you in a week and one days right? Since you have filming and will only be back after me! All the best for your filming.” Ohno told Nino, who was still sleeping because it was really early in the morning and he need to catch his flight. He peck Nino’s cheeks lightly and rushed out the door. He was going on another trip with Jun again, this time though it was filming for Shiyagare. But it doesn’t change the fact that he will be sleeping with Jun again behind Nino’s back.
Ohno rushed out of his shared apartment with Nino to see his manager waiting for him in the car with Jun. He loaded his small baggage in the boot of the car and slides in beside Jun, immediately wrapping his arms around Jun.
“Ohno, don’t... We are still outside Nino and your apartment,” Jun said guiltily while pushing Ohno’s hands away. “Later okay? I promise.” Ohno nodded and sat quietly back on his side of the seat.
Ohno knew Jun felt very guilty for continuing this... whatever this is, strange relationship. They both cared very much for each other and the sex between them was mind blowing. But they also care about Nino and they didn’t want this to hurt him. Of course Ohno loves Nino, and of course he feels guilty about it, but he really couldn’t control himself. He couldn’t remember how it started with Jun, just that the management has been pairing them up a lot lately and they went on holidays together, and one thing let to another and it just happened. They shouldn’t have done it, they should have stop, but they didn’t, they couldn’t. They tried, but it was stronger than the both of them. And now they were both too deep in it to get out of this, this addiction they have for each other.
Both of them have been very careful about this, making sure no one found out or suspected anything. Of course the fans have been noticing how lately there’s been more Juntoshi but they always put it down to good friendship and fan service. They have yet to act anything out of the ordinary for anyone to suspect they were doing each other. Ohno is really afraid that Nino would start to suspect and find out. But so far Nino has been really busy with filming and other jobs. And Ohno always made sure he’s free when Nino is free so they can spend time together. So yes, so far, no one suspected anything yet, and if Ohno can help it, no one will ever find out about this.
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Jun threw Ohno roughly on the bed and started undressing, Ohno just laid there and admire Jun. They just arrived at the hotel and they had the rest of the day off before filming for Shiyagare tomorrow, so they were going to make the best of the day with each other. It has been awhile for them both to be together, they only usually do it together when they were out of Tokyo or the country, where the probability of getting caught is lower.
The first time was quick, passionate and wild, because it has been so long for them both. The second time, was slower and tender, entwining their fingers, pouring all the feelings they have for each other in a deep kiss. And at this moment, they both realize that they love each other. But they also knew, that Ohno loved Nino, almost 20 years of relationship doesn’t disappear that easily. Also, what Ohno had with Jun, and what he had with Nino was completely different. He tops when he is with Nino and is the dominant one, everything between them was vanilla sweet and homey. With Jun, he was the submissive one, letting Jun top, and everything between sparkle and was filled with excitement. How were they going to get themselves out of this mess.
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This was the last night for them to be together again until the next time the management pairs them up for something out of Tokyo, unless they took a trip again. But Jun didn’t want to risk it, they’ve been a lot closer lately and even if Nino hasn’t suspected anything, he had a feeling that Sho did.
He was making love to Ohno again when Ohno’s phone started to ring, it was Nino’s ringtone, he felt a kick to his stomach, guilt eating him up, so he reach over to grab Ohno’s phone for him. Unfortunately Ohno was in no state to speak to Nino right now, him being a writhing mess underneath him. Ohno also didn’t want to speak to Nino, not now, he felt too guilty and this was his last night with Jun again for awhile.
So when Jun reach over for Ohno’s phone, Ohno grabbed his hand to stop him. “Leave it! This is our last night. I’ll be seeing Nino soon, he can wait. Please continue.”
Jun bite his lips, he really felt so guilty now, but he couldn’t resist Ohno who was silently begging him with his eyes so he threw the phone that was still ringing behind his back and did Ohno rough and fast, but careful not to leave any marks. The ringing died as soon as he threw it behind him but the both of them were too distracted to notice. To distracted to know that Jun accidentally pressed answer before throwing the phone behind him. Screaming out each other’s name in pleasure and ecstasy, losing themselves, engraining it into their memory for the next time they will be together like that again. Before Jun would have to return Ohno back, before Ohno have to leave Jun yet again.
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Nino bite his lips hard, tears streaming down his face and he was shaking violently, his hands going to muffle his sobs. He was excited to find out that he was going to get home on the same day as Ohno, so he called him to tell him. The phone rang for a long time before being picked up and he was about to tell Ohno the news excitedly when he paused in shock. He could hear the beds creaking, Jun and Ohno crying out their names in pleasure and ecstasy.
Nino was shocked to the core, what was happening, how long has it been happening?! He’s never heard Ohno screaming his pleasure like that since they were teenagers and young. Thinking about it, Nino have been noticing how lately, Ohno would talk a lot about Jun and smile whenever the other texted him. Also, sometimes when Ohno would come back from whatever he did with Jun, his cloths and himself would smell too strongly of Jun.
But he didn’t think, would never have even thought that Ohno would cheat on him! He just thought since management have been pairing Jun and Ohno up a lot lately that they have become closer friends and for fuck sakes, weren’t their managers with them?! So how did this happen?!
Nino hung up and ran to the toilet, feeling really sick, he threw up and told his manager and director that he wasn’t feeling good, begging his manager to take him home now and apologizing to the director.
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They were on the way back from the airport, both of them sitting silently in the car their manager was driving, too busy paying attention on the roar to notice that Jun and Ohno were holding hands. Jun lightly stroke Ohno’s hand, savouring each touch and second they had left together.
When they got to Ohno’s apartment, the manager jump out to unload Ohno’s luggage for him. Ohno sigh silently, time to go back to Nino, he was really going to miss Jun but he was also really looking forward to be with his boyfriend again, he miss Nino a lot and was slightly worried. Ohno tried calling Nino back the other night, but Nino didn’t pick up, he even left a few voice messages. Telling Nino he loved him and misses him. Hoping to see him again soon and wished him all the best with his filming. But no response, not even a text from Nino.
Jun leaned over to give Ohno one last kiss. “Is Nino coming back tomorrow?” Jun ask quietly while stroking Ohno’s cheeks.
“Yeah.” Ohno answered back.
“Hmm, do you want to come over for dinner then? And stay the night? I’ll send you home early tomorrow.”
Ohno shook his head, he was still sore from when Jun did him and he didn’t want to have this guilty feeling in him right before he meets Nino.
“I’m sorry Jun.” Ohno murmured. Jun shook his head and smiled, he completely understood.
“It’s okay. I’ll see you at work. And there will be other times.” Jun told him.
Ohno nodded again before getting out of the car and getting his baggage that the manager took out for him. He waved goodbye to both of them before carrying the luggage up. Unaware that a set of angry and tearful eyes was watching the whole thing from the shadows.
Nino saw the whole thing with his own eyes, the kiss, Jun stroking Ohno’s cheeks, the smiles. Everything! Hot angry tears stream down his face, and he didn’t know what to do. Go back and confront Ohno? Runaway and avoid Ohno so he won’t break up with him? Nino was scared, he didn’t want to lose Ohno. He couldn’t imagine life without Ohno, Ohno was is whole world, he was serious about Ohno, he loved Ohno so much.
It pained Nino so much to find out about Ohno cheating on him. He couldn’t breath, he was hyperventilating so badly, his head hurt, his heart hurt. And Nino did the only thing he could do now, he ran away, ran from the hurt, the pain, everything.
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It was the day after Nino was suppose to be back but he wasn’t. Ohno was now seriously worried, he couldn’ t get a hold on Nino on his phone, Nino’s manager also did not know where Nino was. The manager did told Ohno that Nino threw up on set and begged to be taken home, but from what Ohno could see, Nino didn’t seem to have come home, there was no luggage in the room, no DS lying around, no coat on the hanger, not a sign of Nino.
The bell rang and he ran to open it, seeing Jun at the door, he flung himself into Jun’s arms. He called Jun cause he was so worried and didn’t know what to do, was Nino sick and out somewhere alone?
“We’ll find him okay Ohno?” Jun whispered while stroking Ohno’s head. Ohno nodded his face that was smash against Jun chest. He knew he could always count on him.
‘GET OUT MATSUMOTO!”
Ohno pushed himself off Jun’s chest and turn in surprise to see Nino glaring at them both. He looked awful. Nino’s eyes were swollen and red, he look pale and smelt of vomit.
“NINO! I was so worried! I called Jun over, we were about to go find you.” Ohno said, happy and relieved to see Nino alive, and reach his hand out to give him a hug, ignoring the state Nino was in. He really miss Nino so much.
But Nino slapped Ohno’s hand away and continue to glare at Jun who looked at him shock.
“I said get out Matsumoto.” Nino repeated.
Ohno looked confused, “Nino what’s wrong? Why are you calling Jun by his surname? Are you okay? I was so worried! You were supposed to be home yesterday!”
“Really?” Nino said sarcastically, “So worried that you were hugging Matsumoto so passionately outside OUR house. I should be the one asking what the hell is wrong with you both! How could you both do this to me!” Nino scream at them.
“What the hell is wrong Nino! If you don’t spit it out we won’t know what you are talking about!” Jun snapped angrily.
“Nino calm down! Let’s go inside, okay? You are tired and sick. I don’t know what happen at filming but it can’t be that bad for you to be angry at us both. We didn’t do anything” Ohno told Nino as calmly as possible.
“I heard it all.” Nino said quietly. “The way Jun fucked you, the way you screamed his name. The way he moaned YOUR name. And I saw it, Jun kissing you in the car.” Nino continued, angry tears streaming down his face again.
“How could you Satoshi! Am I too boring? Am I too busy for you that you have to look for Jun?! Is our love making too boring? Is it because I don’t top? Am I not good enough? Do you not love me anymore?” Nino cried in rage, pulling at his hair, the tears wouldn’t stop flowing now and he fell to the grown crying his pain. “Please don’t leave me.”
Ohno and Jun were so shock, Nino saw them. Nino HEARD them. How? It didn’t matter, they were not suppose to be caught, but they were.
Ohno flung himself at Nino and pulled him into his arms, he was crying hard too.
“No Nino! Don’t think that! I love you Nino! I love you so much! You aren’t boring! Not at all! Our love making is sweet and its home to me! I’ll never leave you Nino! Never! ” Ohno cried out to Nino, hugging the sobbing mess that was Nino tightly to his chest.
“So y..yo....you...will..lee..leaa...ve hi-m?” Nino asked between sobs.
It pained him to see Nino hurt like that, he felt so guilty. But he won’t apologies for what he did with Jun, he never will, he didn’t regret it, he won’t regret it.
Jun started to cry silently too, hearing Ohno professed his love for Nino like that, hearing how Ohno would never leave Nino, has shattered him. He knew he shouldn’t hope for Ohno to be with him solely, but somewhere in his heart, he did hope. Of course he felt bad towards Nino this whole time, but his own heart was breaking too. He turn around to walk away when he felt Ohno’s hand stopping him. He turned his tear stricken face to meet Ohno’s equally tear stricken face, begging him to not leave.
After making sure Jun won’t leave, Ohno pulled Nino’s face up to look into his eyes. “I can’t Nino. I can’t leave Jun. I love him! But I love you too! Please don’t make me choose!” Ohno begged.
Nino wailed and pushed Ohno away, curling himself into a ball, arms wrap tightly around himself. “Then...... then this...is the end...of us. I’m, sss-sorry Ohno, I caaa-n’t be in.... this.... kind of.. re..relationship.”
“NO!” Ohno shouted, lunging himself towards Nino before stopping, seeing two new shadows. Looking up, he saw Sho and Aiba looking at him and Jun with anger and pity. Sho nodded at Aiba who dash inside the apartment before coming back with some of Nino’s cloths, then picking Nino up , who was still crying, and he nodded at Sho again before carrying Nino, who turned towards Ohno for one last time.
“Goodbye... Ohchan.” Nino whispered quietly, before allowing Aiba to carry him out of this place.
“Ohno, this is enough,” Sho said to Ohno softly bending down. “You broke him Ohno, he came to us two days ago, completely shattered.” Ohno sobbed, no, this wasn’t suppose to happen, Ohno thought. How can he live without Nino in his life?! He already missing Nino so much, the comfortable gentle warmth of Nino, the playful Nino. The Nino who would nag him about fishing too much but still let him go. Nino who would go out of his way to do little things for him, like the tiny reminders because he was so forgetful. Nino who would game all day but still let him lie peacefully in his lap.
“Let him go Ohno, don’t let him suffer anymore.” Sho said, before standing up and looking Jun in the eye. “We’ll talk, but much later, don’t do anything stupid you both. Take care of Ohno, Jun. Aiba and I will take care of Nino, see you both.” Sho said softly before walking off.
Jun immediately picked Ohno up for the floor and brought him inside the apartment, setting him down on the couch. He went to the bathroom to splash some water on his face and went back out to see Ohno still sitting lifelessly on the cough. He climb in beside Ohno and wrapped his arms around him, trying to comfort Ohno and himself. They’ll get through this, Jun thought, somehow they will.
Ohno however, pushed Jun’s hands off him, turning to stare at Jun. “I can’t Jun, I’m sorry. Let’s stop this. I don’t want to hurt Nino anymore.”
Big drops of tears fell from Ohno’s eyes as he said that and Jun felt his throat tightening up. He felt his eyes getting wet too but he blinked them away.
“I’m sorry Jun, but I screwed up badly, I don’t deserve Nino, I don’t deserve you.” Ohno sobbed out.
Jun shook his head violently, “Ohno please! We’ll work it out! I promise! I’ll think of something!!” Jun begged.
Ohno shook his head, crying, “It’s over, for you and me, for me and Nino.”
A/N: Well I have always wanted to write angst! And I was introduced to a very angsty song yesterday and I couldn’t get the image of Ohno cheating On Nino with Jun out of my head. So this is what happen! Don’t hate me everyone! XD
I’ll be updating my other Ohmiya story soon! Just need to proof read it again! ^^